One Night changed everything (Zayn Malik | One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 28 - Confession

Please read FATHER OF TWO. You can find it on my profile.  

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POV Lorena

"Zayn, we have to talk."

With these words I let him enter the house. 

"What's wrong? Did something happen?" Zayn was now really worried.

"No." I said straight away but I was wrong. I did something happen. We were parents. "Yes." I said quietly.

"C'mon what ever happened we can solve this problem ok?" He was cute and he didn't even know that I never told him that he has sons.

"Zayn.......I---" I didn't came further because a crying stopped our conversation and had Zayns whole attention.

"Who's that?"

"Zayn I'm so sorry. I wanted to tell you but I never knew how and I needed to trust you again and..."

"You are a mother? Was this the big secret? Why did you never tell me!"

"I was afraid that you will get mad." I couldn't look into his eyes.

"Why should I get mad? I mean it isn't my problem."

"What--?" I felt tears running down my cheek.

"And which bastard is this baby's father?" He said angrily and walked to the living room.

He didn't get it. He tought someone else was the father.

"Zayn---"

But I stopped talking when he suddenly stopped and I crashed into his back. He looked at the babys with big eyes. I hope he got it now. They look just like him so he has to get it!!!

"Why do they look like me when I was a baby?" He asked me. His facial expression was hard to interpret. He kind of looked mad, shocked, sad, confused at the same time. He was now standing about 3 meters away from me and about 2 meters away from the boys.

"Zayn." I said and walked to him. "They look like you because they are yours." I said and tried to sound as nice as I could.

"Mine? No way. This isn't possible. Never. " He was pale now.

"Do you remeber the day only we two stayed at home whilst the others went partying."

He only nooded.

"I had to get to know it throught Cara what we did!! Can you imagine how shocked I was when the doctor told me I was pregnant?! This was the worst time ever! And this was the reason I moved out of Harrys house. And guess what, even your sisters were right!" I don't know why I was screaming now at him but I think all this accumulated in my brain the last two years.

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Flashback

„No Cara, this can't be the reason", I told her. "For getting pregnant you must had sex...what I did't have... I guess I just have a flu or something like that . "

"So when you are sure...still try it out, " Cara answered me.

Fine I thouhgt, I mean it gonna be negative anyway... so I don't have to be afraid.

After we went to the bath and took the pregnantcie test... we went back to the living room... waiting of the result.

When I looked on it... I was really shoked.. and the last time I had sex with someone is a year ago...

„How?", I've asked...i lost my voice. I started to cry.. I can't be pregnant ! first idk who the dad is.. second. ... im fucking only 16 !!!

"This can't be true... this can't be true ! "

The last thing I realised is, that Cara hugged me.

End of Flashback

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"You aren't even listening to me!!" I heard a mad Zayn yelling.

"Sorry I was in thoughts."

"You know you could have told me!"

"Ha! I thought about but than I saw in the news that you had daily another bitch and I really didn't want a male whore playing daddy for my kids!"

"A male whore! This is what you think about me!" Zayns eyes were red of anger. Shit I think I went to far but my ego didn't let me apologize.

"Saying nothing is answer enough. And I really thought you are diffrent!" With this he turned around without looking at me anymore and slammed the door behind him.

I was standing there in shock. What did I do. I felt tears running down my cheeks. I wanted to die now. But a crying took me back in reality. I have two babys which are counting on me and I have to be strong for them! I wiped my tears away and stood up to calm Javadd down. Zain was just looking at me with his big blue eyes. Except the eyes they just looked like Zayn. More and more tears were running down my cheeks. I took the boys and fed them and laid them down to sleep a bit.
Thann I cried until someone hugged me.

"Shhh Lorena. Calm down. Shhhhhh. Breath." I looked up to see in green eyes.

"A-aren't you at the Fashion Week?" I asked trying to stop my crying.

"Yes but I forgot my phone that's why I came back. What happened Lor? You look broken." Harry was worried.

"I-I told Zayn a-about the b-boys." I said under my sobbing.

"And?"

"I-I wanted to tell h-him in a nice w-way but than Javadd strated t-to cry and they had his w-whole attention. Z-Zayn first thought they are s-someones other but when he s-saw them he realized it and w-was shocked." I couldn't stop sobbing.

"And why are you crying now? What happened after that." Harry tried to understand my sobbing talk.

"W-we started to fight about that I n-never told h-him and I kind of c-called him than a man w-whore." I said guilty.

"Why would you say that??"

"I was mad at him. I know I shouldn't have said it but it just came out of my mouth." I started to cry again.

"Oh god Lor." Harry said still trying to calm me down. "What you said was wrong. But he also acted like a kid and not like a grown up man. Your both acting is just childish. You both mean the world to me and this just sucks! Both of you have to pull yourself together. You own it for Javadd and Zain." Hard speak, but he was right.

"He w-won't talk to me a-anymore." He hated me now. No doubt.

"I will get him talk to you." 

"H-How?"

"You will see Lor. But for now I really have to go. Try to contact Zayn and solve this mess."

When Harry left I tried to talk to Zayn. I called him about 14 times when finally someone answered the phone.

"Hello?" A female voice said.

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Couldn't wait any longer to update this chapter tbh ^^

Opinions about Zayn's reaction...? Did you expect it like that?

#DramaTime

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