me..im going to be at my sister house this weekend you probably can come over.
him..where does your sister live?
me..on laneville by the new rock well
him..idk where that is
lanevile ragor apartments...just put it in your gps.
7 hours later…..
him..come open the door.
me.. ok
at this time i was only 15, it was spring break and i was at
my sister house helping her do hair “my hustle” i like to call it.
a couple weeks earlier…
FLASHBACK
him.. can me and you..you know..have sex?
me.. uhm no
him..why
me..because
him..because what?
me..i dont know
him..you trust me dont you?
-i dont know what it is about guys saying “you trust me dont
you” just so they can fuck.-
me..yea i trust you its just…
him..what nikki
me..im scared
him..scared of what?
me..nothing,just no
him..no nikki tell me..you scared imma hurt you or some?
me..noo
him..then what is it?
me..i dont want to get pregnant rodney
him.. i will pull out i promise
me..lol
him..whatt?
me..nothing just..im really scared..wyd
-changing the subject-
FLASHBACK OVER
i brought him back to the room i was staying at and we sat on the bed. he was being playful and snatched my pillow from me and layed on it and got into my cover.
me..stopp gimme my piloww
him..fight me for it
he pulled me back laying me down next to him. he wrapped his arms around me and we layed there in silence for a moment. i know we shouldnt be doing this, but it feels right. he put his cold large hands up my shirt rubbing my stomach. i put my head down letting it rest on top of hes. he put his hand up further, but this time going into my bra. he sat up leaving me laying on my back. he took my shirt off then my bra. he began to lick on my boobd and slowly start to lick on them. something about this felt bad, like i regret doing this so i slowly pushed him away.
him..what?
me..i dont want to do this
him..nikki
me..what
him..you trust me right?
me..yess
him..then whats wrong?
me..“rodneyyy” i wined.
him.. come here
i got up and he picked me up, putting me in his lap -face to face-. he kissed me,but i hesitated and put my head down.*this is my first kiss, i dont know what im doing, but ive always liked this guy and alwayas wanted to kiss him* i put my head up and held the side of his face and our lips met. he put his tongue in my mouth, i put my tongue in hes. This is so wrong, but feels so right. we kissed for a good 10-15 seconds til he let go.
at this time i only have on my underwear and socks since he took my shirt and bra off. he kissed my neck while he slowly put his hand down my panties. i wrapped my arms aroound his head and he took my panties off and layed me on my back once again.
he took “jr” out (he liked to call his penis jr dont ask why) i put both of my hands over my face. he opened my legs and pulled me closer and started to put jr in. with this being my first time of course my “hole” is tight. he did slow and soft strokes making him go deeper and deeper very time with my hands on his stomach trying to push him off of me, but he didnt budge and kept going. i was in pain, but i actually like the feeling. i wanted him to stop, but then again i didnt.
now he has made his way to get jr all the way in and started stroking even faster and harder. i wanted to moan but nothing came out, although i couldnt be too loud because i didnt want to wake my sister. he finally pulled out and put jr into a bag.. i guess i made him “cum”. he put jr back inside and started going faster and harder. he scooted me closer and closerf with every stroke. he picked me up with jr still inside me and started to go. it hurted to the point it felt so good. i didnt want it to stop. again.. this is so wrong,b ut feels so right.
he was sitting on the bed and he watched as i put my clothes back on. i sat next to him on the bed and he looked up and asked.
him..did you like it?
