What we could've been

Shattered

I feel her fingers trace figures on my bare chest. As I pull her closer to me feeling the warmth  from her bare skin.

"Promise me you will always be mine" I say as I kiss her head

She looks at me with those big brown eyes that feel me with peace "Lucas I will forever be yours as long as your mine." She smiles as she kisses my lips

She sits up holding the sheets around her. Her wavy brown hair flows down past her bare shoulders as the moon light makes her skin shine.

"Promise to never let me go" she smiles

I reach out and pull her back into my arms as I kiss her " never will I let you go or hurt you"

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I felt as my breath was kicked out of me. The world seem to move slower as I stared at her. My heart slowly shattering as I look at the ring around her finger this can't be!

No! NO! You Your lying!! " I say as I get closer to her

"He was there when I need someone! He was there for my baby!" She shouts pushing me away

"NO! Y-y-you can't B-e someone else's! You PROMISED! I yell as I grab her arms

"You PROMISED never to hurt me! You broke your promise first" she says sobbing

"Riley! Please tell me your lying! Please tell me that this isn't true! Please tell me that ring doesn't mean anything!" I cry as I wrap my arms around her. Holding her close to me

Feeling the warmth only she could give my body. The warmth that I have been craving for the past five years. She try's to pull away but I keep her close. I'm not letting you go .

"Let me go! Please let me go!" She says as she slowly sinks to her knees.

I kneel in front of her bring my hands to her face looking Into those brown eyes. Touching our foreheads together

"I'm not letting you go." I say looking at her

She pushing me as I fall back "I cried every day when you left! I was broken for so long, I felt like my life was ripped out of me! You were everything to me Lucas! You left me first!" She says sobbing while standing up

"It took me every fiber in my body to regain the peace I have now. You are not going to ruin that! We are both fine! Leave Lucas! I needed you five years ago, now I don't! So leave!" She says wiping her tears away.

With everyone word she said a pain formed in my chest. I felt my heart shatter leaving a whole that sent pain through my body. My body shakes as the pain worsens. The tears wouldn't stop falling from my eyes as the words she said stabbed me like knives.I tried to speak but I couldn't form a word through my sobs. I see her grabs  her things as she begins to walk.

Panic runs throw my body as I see her starting to walk. No please no! I quickly stand as I wrap my arms around her, Turing her to face me.

"I'm so sorry Riley! Please just please let me be with you. We can all be like we used to. You, me, Farkle and Maya. I know they hate me they told me when I saw them. But I can fix it riles." I say sobbing

She looks at me as I see the anger in her eyes.
"You saw them! How could they not tell me! She says breaking from my hold again.

"Riley please!" I beg

She closes her eyes and she starts to take in breathes. She opens her eyes as she get closer to me. "If you love me like you do. Then leave Lucas. Leave, because it's to late now. What we could've been is something that will haunt us if we're near each other. So please leave"

I stand there numb, not knowing what to say. Her words run through my mind trying to form a thought but nothing comes. I watch as her body gets father away from me. I drop to the floor as my knees go weak. I hit the sidewalk with every ounce of strength I have. I feel the pain run through my body as my fist turn red. But this pain is nothing to the pain of seeing her walk away. Seeing the life I could've of had slip through my hands.

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