One true love - a Joey Graceffa Fan fiction

Chapter 4

Joey's POV
Today is the day to make it official with me and crystal I am going to buy her some flowers and tell her how much she means to me today. She is going to finally be mine. I got ready around 9:00 and got some flowers from the store. When I got home I knocked on Crystals bedroom door. She didn't answer it was dead silent I started to panic.

I called her name but no answer. I then frantically looked around the house for her but she was nowhere to be found I heard crying inside the room.

Crystals POV
I was curled up in a ball in my bathroom corner I didn't know what to do anymore I was so depressed. I had a knife in my hand and I looked at my wrist and began to cut. The voices in my head were shouting out words that I remember all to well... Worthless piece of crap, slut, ugly, is never to be loved. I was done I wanted to die. I was hysterical and crying my eyes out. This happened a lot because of my past with an abusive relationship that ruined me so much now this is a normal thing but I don't want to have it I couldn't take it anymore I began to cut again.

Joey's POV
I really didn't care anymore I needed to get to her I wanted to cheer her up when I opened the door I heard crying from her bathroom. When I opened the bathroom door her head was in her knees and she way crying her eyes out. I ran over to her and wrapped my arms around her tight I wanted to protect her and I wanted to let her know that she was gonna be okay.

Crystal's POV
I was crying in Joeys arms he was protecting me nothing could get to me he is my protector given from God. I felt so safe in his arms. He held me and I then saw him crying. He looked up at me and wiped the tears off of my face and kissed me. It was our first kiss but I felt like I was getting better. He looked down at the marks I made on my left wrist... "Oh baby no no no. Please your so beautiful don't ever do that I love you so much and I am never going to let you do that to yourself again. He held me again and gave me a long passionate kiss. Your so beautiful the day I met you I knew you were perfect. Your mine and I know that this is really weird to say but I want you to be my girlfriend. I love everything about you. All I have to say is that your beautiful and I love you too much my words can't explain. I want to hold you in my arms forever. Baby your beautiful and your mine. I am yours. I love you.", he was bursting out in tears.

"Joey thank you I love you to the moon and back and I wouldnt be more honored to be your girlfriend I want to be yours." I looked up at him and he kissed my forehead and told me that I was beautiful again and again. He was the best. Joey helped me up and picked me up bridal style and placed me on my bed. He sat down next to me so I could talk to him.

Joeys POV
"Crystal, your the best thing that has ever happened to me I couldn't even imagine loosing you. I would die without you. I want you to know that you are the best in the world. You can trust me with anything.", I said to her. " I know I can and I will. I love you so much Joey you always know how to make me feel happy and loved and beautiful and you know I'm pretty even though I might look crappy."

"Ever since my past relationship and how it was verbal abuse I had a hard time with self consciousness. You make me feel loved thank you. No words can describe my appreciation. I love you Joey!", she said to me.

"As long as I've got you I am on cloud 9!", I said to her. I gave her the roses and breakfast in bed and then spent the whole entire day with her. I am praying she gets better and I believe she will. I went to bed with crystal by my side that night. I had to protect her. I kissed her goodnight and put my arm around her.

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AUTHORS NOTE*****
Yes I am aware that there is self harm in this chapter I put it in because I know people re going through it and I wanted to let you know if you are that you are not alone you are beautiful and you are the only you that is in this world. Embrace your flaws everyone has them. You are so beautifully and wonderfully named by God and I'm telling you it will get better. Give yourself to happy things and to Jesus when you accept him everything is great. Remember you are beauty and God loves all of you no matter what.

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