One true love - a Joey Graceffa Fan fiction

Chapter 30

Joey's POV
We finished eating and I payed for dinner. "Do you want to go back to the hotel now or do you want to go somewhere else?", I asked. "We can go back to the hotel ", Crystal said.

"Okay", I said taking a turn and pulling into our hotel. "I'm glad to be away for a while there was so much stress lately", Crystal said flopping on the bed. I got onto the bed next to her and held her in my arms. She started crying. "Baby what's wrong, why are you crying.", I asked. "Joey there is something I've been hiding from you", she said whimpering.

My mind jumped to conclusions too quickly. Was she cheating on me? Who was it with? I swear if I find out I will kill them!

"What the heck so your cheating on me now!", I screamed. "What.... Joey your the only guy I ever had sex with and that was yesterday. You know that", she shouted. "Well maybe your lying to me.", I said. "Why would I be lying to you I love you!", she cried.

She was crying, I made her cry. It was all of my freaking fault. I made the love of my life cry. What the heck did I just do. I screamed in her face. I'm a monster.

"Crystal I'm so sorry I didn't mean to yell at you, I guess I just jumped to conclusions for a second.", I said . She was still crying on the bed. I rubbed her back but she just ran away from me into the bathroom.

I heard the door slam shut and muffled crying. "Crystal please open the door honey", I said. "No! You will just yell at me again. You scared me Joey, I don't want to talk to you!", she cried.

I'm such a monster. I made my girlfriend sad. What am I going to do now? "Let me just come in and talk to you baby", I pleaded. "No! Goodbye Joey!", she cried. "You know what! If your going to do this were done I don't have time to fight over something so stupid, that's it Crystal were over! Sorry!", I shouted storming out of the hotel room and grabbing my keys. I needed to talk to Sawyer I didn't care if I had to drive all the way back to LA, he was my best friend he would understand.

Crystal's POV
I say on the bathroom floor crying. Great Joey and I just broke up! He doesn't love me anymore. He's probably off with some other girl making her feel good or some crap like that. Why was my life so messed up? Why does everyone have to be against me. No one loves me anymore! That's it I was through.

I lifted up my sleeve to see my forearm. I saw the cuts on my arm that I didn't show Joey before. New ones that he didn't see. This whole fight was my fault I should have just showed him and he would have understood. I could have been in his arms, and he would tell me everything would be alright. And I would feel loved again. But that was over I didn't have anyone who cared for me. Joey and I were over forever.

I found my razor and began to cut again. I didn't want to but I had to. It would relieve my pain. I didn't want this. I wanted to be in Joey's arms. I wanted to hear his words in my ear. His lips on my lips. My arm was bleeding. I didn't care. I was numb to the pain. Nothing in this world could make me happy. I just wanted my life back. Maybe I should call someone. Kalel and Anthony are home. Maybe they can pick me up. Joey took the car.

I got my phone off the bed and checked it. Got no missed calls or texts from Joey. I couldn't care less anyway. I called Kalel and basically told her everything that just had happened. She was really mad. "I swear if I see him he's going to get slapped in the face. Nobody hurts my best friend.", she screamed in the phone.

"Anthony and I will be there in an hour just try and stay calm and do something to keep your mind off everything", She said calmly in the phone.

"Thanks Kalel, for you know being here", I said in between cries in the phone. "Anytime Hun", she said. "See you in a bit", she said hanging up the phone.

I put on TLC for a bit and tweeted something.

Tweet***

@CrystalKnight16: Having a sad day today, the person that made me upset I forgive you kind of. I still love you kind of... Anyway goodnight loves.

Kalel came by after an hour and I got all my stuff together. I decided to spend the night at her house. It was too late to go back home. Plus I don't want to see Joey so I just stayed with Kalel and Anthony. They were the best.