new moon → t. caniff

september 20 2014

Saturday

Just a few more days until he is here. Working and filming videos with the boys has been really good; I've been feeling better (emotionally wise) and I'm actually really glad that I left Indiana. I've gotten so much work done from online schooling - so far I've managed to fit in enough time to do it that I'm a couple weeks early. So technically I have a couple months left and hopefully will finish about a month earlier, then head back to Indiana for the graduation ceremony with Taylor so we can get our diplomas together.

Last night Taylor and I talked over the phone for about three hours about our futures: we're going to get our diplomas, I'll work at the diner for a couple months during the summer while Taylor expands the tour, then we'll both attend college, move to his house in Texas, then do whatever we want. He described his 'perfect girl,' and I told him I can help him find her since he does have millions of girls flaunting over him. But he already told me he has someone in mind.....????

Either way, it fairly hurt knowing that he already has someone in mind when less than a month ago he wrote that journal entry. I talked to Cameron about it, since we both give each other advice. Honestly, whoever ends up dating him will be the luckiest person ever; he's such a great guy. Nash has currently went out to go visit his family in North Carolina, and the Jacks are setting up a new tour/new music, I'm staying with Cameron. Well, mainly helping him move because of the paint incident.

Just a few more days until I get to see my best friend and the love of my life again.