new moon → t. caniff

september 26 2014

Friday 

At the moment I'm sitting in the hotel hallway as Tay is fast asleep. Also it's midnight. Yesterday night was the best: we went to the movies then hung out on the beach and just talked about everything. He hasn't taken the dog tag off yet, so we made a deal that if one of us take the necklace off, the other has to too. Not gunna lie, there was a little bit of awkward in the air when I brought up his 'perfect girl.' That's when he turned to me and told me just about what a lot of people want to be heard. Especially to them. 

He told me that his perfect girl was right next to him, and me being me I sat up and looked around to see who was next to him. Judging myself. He was also judging me. 

That was the moment when we confessed to each other about how we feel towards one another. It was like that awkward moment when a couple starts dating for the first time. But since we've already dated, it just seemed natural, which actually feels comforting to say. Long story short, we are now officially back together. I really could not be any happier. 

Tomorrow (well technically today), we're wearing our best friend shirts and going to tell the fans that we are now back together. They seem to really like me since we have history together, so I'm not worried that a frenzy will start. So far the guys know; I feel bad because Matt and I have become really close, but he understands that I still can't get over Taylor, and most likely won't.

I can easily tell that Tay and I will last a very long time together, and both of us couldn't be happier. And now I really need to head back to the room because he just came in the hallway and told me he can't sleep since I'm not in bed with him.