Experiment gone wrong|| Dolan twin fanfic

Chapter 6

Lily's POV

I got home and walked straight to the kitchen. I always drown my sorrow in food. I make some popcorn and whip myself up a quick milkshake.

After that, I go into the living room and cuddle up into my blanket. I scroll through Netflix looking for a good movie to watch because what better to do when your sad than to Netflix?

I finally find a comedy movie and I snuggle onto the couch.

I'm halfway through the movie when I hear someone knock on my door. I groan and get up to get it. I look through the peephole to see no one. Hmm mysterious. I shrug it off and make my way back over to the couch and just as I sit down, I hear a knock again. I groan in frustration and get back up. I look through the peephole to see no one there again. This is getting really fucking annoying real quick.

I grab my baseball bat and slowly open the door. I look a little outside the house to see no one outside. Just as I am about to turn around, Kaylee and Ethan jump out of nowhere and scare the crap out of me. I swing instinctively not realizing what I'm doing and luckily miss them.

"Sorry that was just instinct. But you guys seriously scared the fudge out of me" I say and chuckle. They both burst out laughing and I playfully roll my eyes.

"May we come in?" Kaylee asks after she calmed down. I nodded and they ran into the house, closing the door behind them and locking it. Leaving me outside in nothing but my adidas shorts and old softball t-shirt with knee-high sock on. I probably look like some creep.

I bang on the door to get them to open it but they don't do anything. I look through the window to see Ethan heading for my private room that I don't like ANYBODY inside of.

"NO DONT GO IN THERE!" I yell through the window. He smirks and enters the room. I groan and slowly slide down the door. Now he'll freak out like everyone does. I feel the door swing open causing me to fall to the ground. I look up to see Ethan with wide eyes.

"Yes?" I ask trying to act clueless. He doesn't respond but instead picks me up and starts dragging me to my private room.

"NO I don't want to go in there! Please!" I say trying to get out his grip but he's too strong for me. We enter the small room and I feel the tears starting in my eyes.

"Who is this?" He asks looking around the room. The little room was decorated with all sorts of pictures of me and Melanie (her sister). All the pictures are either drawn by me or taken by camera. In the month of depression I had when my sister passed, all I did was draw pictures of me and her together and some of just her (picture above is one of the many drawings of her sister that Lily did). I'm a really good artist. It's how I express my pain or emotions. In a small corner, there are tapes that I have of me and my sister singing to our favorite songs. We both wanted to be famous singers when we got older so we would always record ourselves singing together, and apart. I kept all of the recordings and I listen to them every once in a while.

I felt a tear slip down my cheek and I ran out the little room and to the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and I just sat on the toilet seat, silently sobbing. I heard Ethan banging on the bathroom door but I didn't care. I heard a few twist and turns and then the door swung open with Kaylee holding a butter knife behind it. Ethan stood behind her.

"What happened?" Kaylee asked me. I didn't respond and just looked down at my hands.

"Who was that girl in the pictures and drawings?" Ethan asked.

"My sister" I mumbled.

"What?" Ethan asked.

"MY SISTER!" I yelled and the tears start flowing again. Kaylee quickly came and hugged me.

"What happened?" She ask while staring at me.

"Back at my old school, people always bullied her. I didn't know about the bullying until a year after it started. I found her in the bathroom cutting her wrists" I said and paused because I was crying harder. Ethan placed a hand on my shoulder and I calmed down a bit.

"One month after I found out, she committed suicide. She was my best friend and I couldn't even help her. It's all my fault. It's all my fault!" I said raising my voice a bit.

"No it wasn't your fault at all! I know it seems like it was but it wasn't! There was nothing you could do." Kaylee said squeezing my hand.

"I could have helped her through it! I could have comfort her! If I was paying closer attention to her that night-" I stopped and started crying again. I was gasping for air between my sobs.

"It's okay Mackenzie. It wasn't your fault. Just know that she's in a better place now." Ethan says while squeezing my other hand. They're so nice to me but I'm just lying to them. They don't even know my real name. I simply nodded. The both pulled me into one big group hug. I don't deserve this.

They pulled away and Ethan went to close the door to my private room as me and Kaylee went over to the living room. It looked like while all the stuff was going down in my little room, Kaylee was out here setting up a little snack buffet. I grabbed some chips and sat down on the couch. They cuddled up next to each other and it was too cute.

"Awwww GOALSS" I yelled making us all burst out laughing. They chose a comedy to watch but I couldn't focus on the movie.

I don't deserve friends like them. All I do is lie to them.

They would be better off without me.........