Looking for true love

Chapter 18

'Agustin, come to Kevin's apartment as soon as possible. We're here and I need you', Dom said as he walked out to the balcony leaving Patrick Inside the apartment.

'What happend? ', Agustin asked concerned.

Dom explained briefly about what happend in the party. About Patrick meeting Jon, about Patrick finding out about the orgies in those parties. That Patrick is in a major freak out mode and that he needs him to get Patrick to relax. Agustin came right over.

'Oh great Dom.you brought back up I see..', Patrick said bitterly.

'Paddy...', Agustin sat next to Patrick in Kevin's living room. 'Are you OK? '

'I don't know..', Patrick sighed. 'Im just so fucking tired...'..

Suddenly Patrick's phone rang. 'Fuck..it's Kevin again..'

'Again? When did he call?', Dom asked.

'When you were outside calling for help', he pointed at Agustin and shrugged.

'Why don't you just talk to him?', Agustin suggested. 'You guys have to communicate better..'

'Yes.I agree..but I don't know what to say to him. Everything Is so fucked up. He is there for god only knows how long . I am here realizing that he had orgies maybe even when Jon was there. I'm afraid to say to him that I'm freaking out. He was so scared to take me back. You should have seen his face when I practically begged him to give us a chance and I promised that now it will be different and that I'm one hundred percent sure about us. And he didn't want to take me back at first. He was scared that I'll freak out and break his heart again. But now...when Jon said to me that it must be hard to be with someone who can lie so easily..that me asking if it was his first party , that that suggests that i don't trust Kevin..Wow..that was harsh. I felt so exposed.. Like Jon saw right through me. It was like he almost said..you know what ? I wanted him but now i realize that having him is also a fucking curs because you can never know... If he's done It to me he can do it to you. That felt awful. Jesus..Why didn't Kevin just tell me about the parties and why the fuck he wanted me to move back here to this one big orgy building? Why??', Patrick breathed heavily.

Agustin and Dom looked at eachother concerned and confused.

'Paddy..you have to talk to him. I know you promised to trust him..but he kept something away from you again and I think that if you freaked out it was because you probably had a reason...', Agustin put his arm on Patrick's shoulder. 'Let him explain..'

'I don't know if it's a good idea, Agusin', Dom said. 'He is in a delicate place now with his father. And he did say that there were more things he has to tell him, right? Maybe he didn't want to talk about it on the phone? Maybe he doesn't think that you living here is such a big deal even if he fucked people here, that by the way let me just tell you are hot.'

'Dom..saying that people here are hot..it's not helping..and obviously you thought they are hot after disappearing on me and going to fuck Kevin's gorgeous neighbour tonight..', Patrick raised his eyebrows and smiled at Dom.

'Excuse me? Details please...', Agustin asked.

'Our friend was supposed to help me but instead he ended up being part of the party.', Patrick looked at Dom again.

'Yeah..Maybe I got carried away a little but i promised that I'll get the information out of him..that he'll tell me what your boyfriend did..and i got it.', Dom smiled.

'What did he say? Did Kevin really...', Agustin asked Dom.

Dom remaind silent and just stared at Agustin.