They just pissed me off again. Why do they have to always do the same dumb things? I genuinely question why I even go out with them. Oh I know why. I have no choice because if I don't their going to talk shit about how it's my fault that I'm all alone. How can I not love my friends? Note the sarcasm.
Like usually I'm walking around town on my own because I need some alone time or else someone would get hurt physically or emotionally and when I say that I don't even mean that I'm going to be aggressive but both myself and my friends are capable of doing and saying things we will later regret.
I was just about to turn the corner and start walking back to where my friends were when BANG my body collides with something well someone.
"WATCH WHERE YOU'RE FUCKING GOING!" Yelled a guy who looked around my age. He had brown hair and shiny brown eyes that seemed to have green in them in the sun.
"Fuck you" was all I said because I'm not in the mood for anymore bullshit today, my daily bullshit limit has been reached. I began walking away but the stranger quickly grabbed my wrist causing me to turn back around to face him.
"Someone's in a bad mood." Smirked the stranger. What the fuck does he think he's doing?
"Let me fucking go you creep." I said pulling my arm away from him and speed walked away. Who the fuck does he think he is?
I didn't have much time to think about what just happened because it didn't even take me a minute to get back to the park in which my friends were sitting drinking. SURPRISE SURPRISE. Well okay I'm exaggerating a bit because out of the four girls that were there two were drinking while the other two just sat there chatting.
"What took you so long? We started to think you went home. Did you get over yourself?" Asked one of the girls that was drinking. And if her name is that important than I guess I'll just say it. Her name is Julia and I know her for years.
"Julia leave her alone." Said my bestie Madison when I just ignored Julia and went to sit down next to Madison. Here we go again.
Why does this always happen? Why does my existence causs drama? Madison always stands up for me when our friends bitch about me and it always starts drama.
"Guys I'm tired. I'm gonna get going seeing as I live so far and I'm not risking my life walking in the dark." I said getting back up of the bench and grabbing my bag.
"You're coming out tomorrow aren't you?" Asked Julia.
Do I have a choice? I mumbled under my breath.
"What?" Asked Julia.
"Ya. I'll be at Madison's for one. The usual." I said giving her a fake smile to at least pretend I'm happy about that. I quickly gave everyone a hug and started to walk away in the direction which leads to my house.
My house is another reason why I'm a fucking loner. I live ages away from every where. In stories they all make it seem like a half an hour walk is nothing and it sort of isn't to bad but that half an hour only leads me to Madison's house and when I'm coming back I have to walk for an hour. ALL BY MYSELF!
Oh how thankful I am everytime I reach my house after a peaceful journey home. It's such a relief when I'm lucky enough not to walk past some creep on the way home.
"Hey" I said walking into my house, dropping my bag onto the floor and throwing myself onto the armchair.
"How was your day? I haven't seen you since you left for school this morning." My mam asked turning down the volume on the TV as ads just started playing.
"Meh. School was okay like always. And the girls pissed me off the usual." I said not even looking up from my phone.
"I really don't understand why you keep going out every Friday and Saturday when you come back disappointment every time." She confessed.
This time I locked my phone and shoved it back into my pocket and looked at my mother sitting on the couch on the other side of the room.
"Well I had fun but I just wish the girls didn't have to drink to enjoy themselves." I said to my mother who was now giving me a sympathetic look. "Oh and I'm going out tomorrow but I shouldn't be back late. I'll probably be back around 8pm but if I leave early I'll ring dad and get him to pick me up."
"Where you off to?"
"Skate park. The usual." I said before getting back up, grabbing my bag and getting up the stairs but failing miserably on that last part. "I'M FINE" I yelled getting back up from the ground as like usually I tripped on a stair and continued to run up them this time with out tripping.
That night I had no problem falling asleep as I was wrecked and fell asleep the minute my body touched my bed.
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