Chapter 17

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Roses are Red,
My thoughts are dark,
Im not sure if I'm ready
For another heart attack

Jai's P.o.v

I should be over the moon....

I should be beaming...

Well I am happy and people can see it.... because Beau and Luke both asked me about it and well they now know I'm off the market...

But am I ready for a relationship?

I'm still pretty much broken from what happened to my last love.... even though she was more of a sister to me than a girlfriend.

Fuck Jai! You can't be asking yourself now are you ready for a relationship. It's a bit too late for that.

I know... I don't regret asking Lillian to be my girlfriend. I totally adore her and she has some good vibes on me like damn since when do I pay for someone else's food?

I need to get her to meet some of my friends now in return like for me spending time with her crazy 'bestie'. Damn some girls are annoying but if Lillian likes who she's friends with I 'like' them too just to keep her happy. Her happiness is my happiness.

Fuck it. Im just gonna like normally dump all my problems to the back of my head and enjoy my happiness.

Jessy I really hope you're happy up their. Always know I love you. You will always be my little sister.

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