Invisible (Jai Brooks Fanfic)

Chapter 6

Jai's Pov
She's such a bitch yet I can see the sweetness in her.

Does she not notice I want her?

Did I not make it clear enough?

She really must be blind if she hasn't realized that I've been flirting with her.
I thought there was some hope for it when she was so clearly flirting with me.

I bet you it's that Madison's fault. She put her against me.

I'm so interested in finding out why according to Madison, Lillian has been in enough trouble.
I know I could easily just find out using my sources, yes same sources that gave me her address, but I want to hear it from her.

I really think she's just putting her innocence on like I clicked into her Wattflap or what ever it's called and the first thing that came up was smut and Ya I know what smut is don't worry. They were all mainly YouTuber teacher smut stories like I SAID SHE'S A KINKY BITCH!

I want to know everything about that girl. I want to know things from her dreams about ponies to her darkest secrets. I know I sound like a total weirdo but I want to understand why she's seems so sweet, so innocent, so different.

She's so beautiful. Her eyes are hazel and shine so bright when she's happy. I know this is a weird thing to say and yes Lillian is 100% right when she calls me a creep but her hair smells amazing and I can tell she uses Coconut shampoo.
Speaking of her hair thought I quote "I'm the Michael Clifford of our school. I'm going to be bald before I gradute." She seems terrified that her hair will fall out from dying it because yes she's one of them people that can't stick to one colour for long, but let me just say... in my eyes she will still be beautiful with out her hair.

While we're on the topic of dye... how does she keep her hair so healthy if she dyes it so much? I shall ask the next day.

JAIDON STOP BEING A WEIRDO. YOU'RE MEANT TO BE TOUGH REMEMBER?

Brain shut up I'm still the master of everything. Why the fuck am I smirking at my answers aimed at my thoughts? What the fuck is wrong with me?

I moved school apparently to get away from trouble but I wasn't in trouble in my old school... I was the trouble.

I was obviously the trouble like I'm so perfect that everyone wanted to either be with me or get rid of me and I wasn't having into shit from no one.
But no seriously now... I know I'm not perfect, I know I never will be... but saying that makes me believe I always have had and have a perfect life.

We all have a different way of making things better though don't we?

Going back to the topic of Lillian.... as much as I like being around her I also feel like I need to distance myself from her.

Lillian reminds me too much of the past... She reminds me to much of her... and it just hurts too much.