I almost forgot Peyton had an older brother, he is soo crazy. Once I liked him, I remember it was in seventh grade and I thought he was hot. Later he gave me his number, but we never talked until a month later when he asked me out and we went on a date once. We broke up with each other a week after. I think he's a pain in the ass now. I rolled my eyes at my thoughts and set my phone on the table. I got ready for bead after dinner and fell asleep watching a rerun of The Simpson's.
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I woke up, and stared at my clock. 9:49 it read. shit. I threw off the sheets and grabbed the quickest outfit possible. The second I stepped into my bathroom door I realized, it's Saturday. I let out a tired groan as I decided what to do next. I could go on an early morning jog. I sighed when I walked into my closet and picked a sports bra and shorts. I hope I dont see Ryan. I walked put of my house and started to jog. I turned on my iPod and scanned through my songs, I realized I haven't updated it in a while. I made a mental note to do that. I put on don't stop the music by rihanna. After a while I didn't mind the different music. I was about half way done when I decided I was comfortable enough to go into the center of our neighborhood, the park. I turned the corner hoping no one would be there. My legs and my side started cramping when I saw sean lounging like he owns the place on an old black bench. I knew I had two options one, to totally avoid this and turn the other direction, two, to casually run past him. In the middle of my thoughts I saw Sean's head turn faceing me now. Even at my distance i saw his eyes move up and down. My outfit popped into mind. Oh, God. He wouldn't think I came here to show off my body or anything? It's not like I had a body to show. I still pushed forward. my side screamed 'pain', I flinched as I registered the hurt. Ok, Michelle, think, I thought, I knew if I turned around I'd look stupid. So I still powered forward listening to down by Jay Sean. I pushed out all of my negative thoughts and brought back my original thought: I have to stay positive and take risks. I stared at the approaching crosswalk, I have to do this.
Here I go, I thought.
