Chapter Twelve

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Sylis POV

I opened the bathroom door, a towel wrapped around my waist as water droplets ran down my body. I glanced towards the bed the covers shaking as soft sobbs emitted from them.

"Atticus what's wrong?" I asked walking to the bed and sitting by his back.

"Voice says Sylis lies. Say Sylis crush A-atticus. Why want all s-sudden if before say want no mate. N-no male mate." He cried.

"I want you Atticus. I saw my mistake and I'm so sorry." I said pulling him to me.

He whimpered and moved away from me, a tear rolling down his cheek.

"Can decide like that?" He asked looking me in the eyes.

"No, its wrong to." I sighed and ran my hand over my face

"Then why do it?!" He yelled, his frustration and confusion leaking through in his words.

"Because I want you as a mate. I don't give a fuck of you're a male. I just want you Atticus. Ill make it up to you." I said resting kissing his forehead.

"Atticus not sure if can."He whimpered and rolled over facing away from me.

What have I done?

I leaned down and kissed his head once more only to have him curl more into himself.

"I'll make it up to you Atticus. I promise." I whispered and walked to the dresser quickly dressing before crawling into bed next to him.

I watched painfully as a tear slipped from his eye, I leaned down and kissed it away. The sweet saltiness coating my lips.

"I'm so sorry." I sighed.

His eyes scanned across my face, confusion burning bright in them. In a matter of seconds smashed his lips into mine.

I immediately responded, I rolled on top of him and deepened the kiss by slipping my tongue into his mouth. He moaned in pleasure and arched his back pressing himself closer to me.

He pulled back form our kiss, panting softly as he closed his eyes and tempted to calm down.

"W-what make Sylis w-want Atticus." He panted, eyes still closed and cheeks tinted a deep pink.

"Everyone told me you needed me, I didn't believe them until you started to crumble, even while you were next to me. I was worried when I walked back into the room, scissors sticking out of your stomach. The doctor told the Alpha and luna how you lost your wolf. When we asked about the voice he said it might be neurological if you were locked away for a long time. When I saw the broken look in you eyes from seeing no point in living it tore me down. Then when Alpha Lennon flirted with you and you innocently flirted back it infuriated me. I realised I haven't felt these things in a long time and I wanted them. I want you. I need you." I said truthfully, resting our forehead together.

"Atticus w-want S-sylis too but Atticus still scared." He whimpered as he looked in my eyes.

"And I'm yours, the voice is wrong Atticus im not going to crush you or leave you again." I said connecting our lips for another kiss.

This kiss wasn't full of lust, it was of passion and comfort. I sat up pulling him up with me, not breaking the kiss. My hands rested on his hips, thumbs moving slowly in a circle.

He wrapped his arms around my neck and tangled his hands in my hair. He slipped a soft whimper into the kiss as somethibg wet splashed on my cheek.

"I'll make it up to you." I whispered and pulled him into my arms, his head resting on my chest.

"Atticus sc-scared that this tr-trick too." He whimpered.

I only pulled him closer hoping it would somehow reassure him. I hated that he didn't trust me but I knew it was my own doing.

I kissed the top of his head and ran my fingers up and down his spine. I glanced towards the broken window and immediately an idea popped to my head.

"Atticus do you want to go for a walk?" I asked softly.

"C-cant, no wa-walk for a l-long time." He whimpered.

"That's OK we take as many breaks as you need." I said hoping he would say yes.

He nodded against my chest making me smile. I climbed off the bed and walked to the closet grabbing clothes for the both of us. Quickly dressing in a black sweater and black coat complimented with scarfs and jeans I dressed Atticus. I slipped a warm grey sweater over his head, the sleeves consumed his Hans along with the black jacket he wore. I slipped a pair of jeans on him and wrapped a red scarf around his neck.

I slipped a grey beanie on his head, smiling down at him I grabbed his hand lead him down stairs and outside.We walked near the treeline, his small hand incased in my big one as he looked at the ground, avoiding my gaze.

He gave up on me now I have to pay the price and get him to trust me.

He tugged on my hand and I turned to see him panting ad if he ran a marathon, guilt washed over me and I stopped next to him.

These feeling I feel when I'm around him make me nervous, scared even but I'll push past it. I want to be the mate he needs.I want to be the one that makes him happy.

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I apologize if this chapter is shitty!

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