If I Let You Know (Zayn/Niall Love Story) *Completed*

Chapter 3- Niall's Feelings

Niall's POV-

As I drove to my house,I was thinking about ________ the whole time.She seems like a nice girl but I'm not that sure about her.I could tell why Zayn has a crush of her but..................... 

When I reached my house,I got my keys and went into my house.I went into my room and began to change my clothes.Will ______ like me? Well,maybe I do like ______ a little bit but its a MAYBE.Iam not sure not all if my feelings are real.I changed my clothes,brushed my teeth and I layed on the bed still thinking whether I have feelings for her.I remember Harry saying "If you want to know if you love someone,close your eyes.If you see her,that means you are in love with her" okay,I decided to try it.I closed my eyes and a picture of me and _______ talking about the project came into my mind.Then how _______ smiled,laughed,how she explained all came into my mind.I quickly opened my eyes when I heard my phone ringing.I left my phone inside my pocket jeans which I was wearing earlier.As I went to search for the jeans the thought that came into my mind was _______.I saw her when I closed my eyes,but I'm sure that I was not in love with her because I knew that Harry's idea is so stupid because he just spends too much time watching chick flicks.I finally found my jeans and took the phone out of the pocket.It was a call from Zayn.I was quite nervous.I answered it "Hey man! So,as you spend sometime with _____ can you tell me exactly what type of girl she is." Zayn began.I thought quite hard.Maybe I'm beginning to fall in love with _______."She is really funny,kind of a geek to be honest and she is quite sweet.Now I know why you like her" I said."Finally someone understands" Zayn continued "Hey listen Niall,I'm thinking of telling _______ about my feelings for her". I flinched.Oh no! I totally forgot that Zayn has a crush on _______ and I really wouldnt want to come in between them.I thought."No not so soon! I'm not sure if she has the right idea about you when she saw that you had a picture of her for your opening screen.As I'm a project partner,I will talk about you so,maybe she will begin to have feelings for you." I said quickly trying not to sound nervous. "Thanks man! You are the best!" Zayn said and then he hang up.

I was quite shaking.I really didnt want to break Zayn's heart.So I decided not to let myself fall for ________.I mean she is just one girl,there are about millions and millions of girls for me.So why should I waste my time on her? I asked my self. I was actually talking in a little rude tone but it is okay.I'm not in love with _______! I'm not in love with ________! I thought to my self.I decided to just think of ______ as a friend and only a friend.I slept peacefully that night.I didnt even give a second to think about _______.She is just a ordinary girl,just a ordinary girl.

End of POV

It was a bright sunny Saturday.I threw on some black shorts and a white T-Shirt.I ate my breakfast and went into my room and I started to go through my books.I found some interesting point to include to my project and I started marking it down so I could show Niall as well.Okay,so now its pretty clear that I'm having a crush on Niall.I just hope that he feels the same way about me! I guess,as we are spending alot of time together he might start liking me.Then I started dreaming about what we would do if we were a couple.He will bring a big bouquet of red flowers,give me a big bear holding a heart that says "I love you" for my birthday,how he would take me out for dinner.................. all of a sudden I was interupted with the door bell ringing.NIALL TIME! I thought.Oh yeah,and Science Time.I'm actually really enjoying doing this project and I'm so thankful that we were told to make this project because if it wasnt for Science,I wouldnt have even known Niall.I rushed down stairs to find Niall talking at my mother.I heard that they were talking about how I helped him do the project yesterday.Niall saw me and turned towards me.I smiled.He gave me his smile but it wasnt a full smile that he gave me yesterday.Maybe he was getting nervous talking to my mother."Okay,so I will let you two mind your own buisness" my mom said and she headed to the kitchen.She understood that I'm having a crush on Niall and she was really supportive.Niall turned to me once again and said "Shall we get started?" "Sure,come on upstairs" I said.We climbed the stairs and we entered my room.I was getting quite nervous."Woah! You girls really like to be neat" he said while looking around the room.It was true.I was very clean and tidy.We both sat on the table and began to continue on our projects."Is there anything you want to ask me?" I asked him."No" he said.He actually told that in a little rude tone but I ignored it and started on my project.After a few minutes I looked up at Niall,he looked quite stuck and confused."Whats up?" I asked him."The ceiling is up" he said in the same rude tone pointing to the ceiling.He is now using a tone with me? I rolled my eyes and began to work on my project.I saw that Niall was still stuck but I ignored him.I didnt want to hear anything with his "tone" again.Why is he starting to get rude with me? But I still liked him.I couldnt help it.I tried to concentrate on my work but I just couldnt help with the fact that Niall was stuck and I really wanted to help him because thats just me,its my way.I looked at Niall and said "Niall,if you have a dought you could ask me" "Yeah I know.I'm sorry I was using a tone with you.I didnt mean it." he apologized.He is soooooooo sweet."Its okay" I said and Niall showed me the problem and I explained it to him.

Niall's POV-

I dont know why but for some reason I was angry at ______.I seriously couldnt figure out why.At first,I didnt give her a proper smile today,I was using a rude tone with her.But I apologized to her.I still couldnt figure out why exactly I was being rude to her but I still felt like I have to be rude to her.

After a few moments I knew whats been bugging me about ______.But I tried not to show it.I really wanted to be rude and nasty to her after how she made my thoughts go wild but I contained it.I just needed to throw all my anger at something but it was not my house so I tried been patient.

I looked at ______ who was still busily writing and reading,there was just something about her that irritated me.She caught me looking at her.She raised her eyebrows like she was asking me "What?" I had to make up something."I just dont get this" I pointed to something that was on the book.I actually understood it but I couldnt tell _______ what was going through my mind.She looked at the point that I didnt understand and she started explaining it to me.She was actually a really good teacher."Thanks" I said and began writing again.

If only she would know whats going through my head right now.

End of POV.

After a few hours of writing and explaining we decided that it was enough for the day."Thanks for everything" Niall said as he got up from the table and collected his books.I stood up as well and said "Its alright".Niall looked like something was bugging him.I couldnt actually figure out what it was.We both headed down stairs and I opened the door and Niall stepped out and turned around so that he was facing me."Dont worry,I'm not going to trouble you tomorrow." he said with a smile."What? You werent troubling me at all." I said as I smiled back."Anyway,Thanks again" Niall said as he stepped on the road and he turned and said "Bye ______" "Bye Niall,see you on Monday" I said as I waved at him.He waved back and continued to walk.He didnt bring his car with him.I went back inside and ran to my room and began writing on my diary of what happened today.I have a habit of writing every single thing on my diary.I was not afraid that someone might read it.I wrote everything about Niall,that I have a crush on him,what happened in the Library yesterday and everything else.It was a new diary,so the starting page was about the Library incident.When I finished writing on my diary I went back to work on my project.I actually worked the whole day and finished my project.I didnt need to waste my sleeping hours on the project because by tea time I was finished.I was so relived that I got the project out of the way,so now I can focus on other stuff.I went down stairs to see my mom pouring a cup of coffe.She handed it to me and I took a few sips out of it."So.......... I'm guessing that you are having a crush on Niall." my mom said.She could read my mind."Mom!" I said."What? Its about time that you had a boyfriend and Niall is a really sweet boy." she said. I nodded happily because I'm happy that my mom also liked him."Did he ask you out?" my mom said.She was actually quite young so,she supported me if I'm beginning to have a crush."No mom,and I dont think that it would be easy for him" I said taking another sip of coffe."And why is that?" she asked me."I dont know,we actually dont even know each other that well" I said."We'll see....." she said as she was pouring a cup of coffe for herself as well.I washed my cup and went up stairs.I looked around to see something interesting to do.I spotted my phone.I didnt touch my phone all day.I grabbed my phone and the incident that happened in the library came into my mind.I laughed and logged into facebook and checked out whats happening with my friends etc.I got Bord scrolling down the homepage that I started playing temple run.I played temple run and fruit ninja till dinner time.I was not that hungry so I decided to skip dinner so I changed into my night jamies.Niall came into my mind.His sweet smile and laugh.

I really wished that he would ask me out but something very unexpected happened in the university on Monday.......................