If I Let You Know (Zayn/Niall Love Story) *Completed*

Chapter 41-Christmas Eve

-Zayn's POV-

Me and ________ walked out of the room and out of the club.I can't believe that I was drunk when we had sex,for the first time.________ was quiet than usual.I put my arm around her."Are you ok babe?" I asked.She looked at me with her gorgeous eyes."Yeah.I'm fine" she answered.Her voice was in a cracked tone,like how you would speak after you have been crying.Maybe it's because of the whole thing that happened last night? Maybe,it's quite a lot for her to take in.I didn't question her,I opened the car door for her."Thanks!" she said and got in.I winked at her and went to my side.I got in the car and drove to our house._______ didn't say anything during the whole ride.She just looked out of the window.I noticed her hands shaking."Are you sure your ok? Your hands are shaking" I said._______ looked at me and down at her hands."It's really cold.That's why" she answered.I noticed that she was shivering.I turned on the heater."Thanks" she said."No prob!".

We finally reached the house after a quiet side.I quickly got out and ran to ______'s side,just in time to open the door."You know,you don't have to do that" she said after she got down."It's fine.I want to do it" I said."Can we go inside now? It's really cold!" she said while hugging herself.I nodded and put my arm around her,trying to make her warm.I locked the car.

We walked towards the front door.I took out the key and unlocked the front door.We both went in."I'm going to take a shower.I smell like a mini bar" _______ said and went upstairs.She is acting a little bit odd.Is something wrong? Maybe it's a girl problem?

-Your POV-

I went upstairs to our room and closed the door behind me.I leaned against the door and continuously took deep breathes.What am I going to do? If I'm going to confess to Niall that I'm in love with him more than I love Zayn,I have to do it soon.Zayn's love for me grows everyday.Before it can happen further,I have to stop it.But how? I don't want anyone to end up with a broken heart.But,Zayn said that he will respect my decision.But the state I'm in now is different.I have made a choice and is it too late to back away from it? I need someone to talk it out with before telling either of the boys.Jenny came in to my mind.Gosh! I haven't spoken to her in a while.I took out my phone from my pocket.The battery is dead.I groaned and plugged the charger and left it on the cabinet-beside the bed.I grabbed my clothes and towel and went inside the bathroom.The water wasn't that hot but it was comfortable to bathe in."I'm so sorry,Niall" I said to myself as I let the hot water run through my body."I'm sorry I hurt you like this.I'm such an idiot.Please forgive me" I said,imagining that Niall was standing in front of me.I shook my thoughts off my mind.I'm meeting Niall tonight,it will be my perfect opportunity to talk to him.

Niall will understand.I just hope that Zayn would understand as well.

I came out of the bathroom and found Zayn laying on the bed while reading a book."Oh hey,Babe!" he said when he saw me."Hey!" I said back."Are you going some where?" he asked me,eyeing my outfit."Yeah.I'm going to meet Jenny.I haven't seen her in a while.Is that ok?" I asked."No prob,babe! I'm just going to stay in the house.I'm bit tired".I nodded and began to walk towards the door."Hey wait!" Zayn stopped me before I exit the room.I turned around to face him."Yeah?" I asked in an unsure tone."I want a kiss before you leave" Zayn said with his puppy eyes.I felt a bit guilty but I couldn't say no to him right now.I walked towards the bed and lightly pecked his lips.I pulled away after 2 seconds."Thats all?" Zayn asked.I chuckled and pressed my lips on his.Zayn leaned in more,and it turned out to a heated make out session.I pulled away and kissed his cheek."I got to go.Bye!" I said and walked out of the room.When I was at the bottom of the stairs,the land line started to ring.I answered it-"Hello?"."Ok hey,_______! Perrie here!" Perrie said."Oh hey,Perrie! What's up?" "I was wondering if Hayden is at your house now?" she asked uncertainly."Hayden is not at our house.Is there a problem?" I asked."Well,he left about a hour ago.He said that he is meeting up with Zayn at you'r and Zayn's house.Is Zayn home?" she continued to ask.In her tone,I can tell that she is really worried."Zayn is at home" I said."Oh good! Can you ask him whether he knows where Hayden is?" Perrie asked."Sure!" I said."Zayn!" I shouted out."Yeah,babe?" I heard Zayn ask from upstairs."Do you know where Hayden is?"  "Why?" Zayn asked uncertainly."Perrie is calling and she wanted to ask you whether you know where Hayden is" I explained."Oh yeah! He called me and said that he is going to a club.He invited me but I didn't want to go" Zayn said."Ok!".I went back to my conversation with Perrie."Apparently,Hayden has told Zayn that he is going to a club.Is everything alright?" I asked Perrie."Well,I kind of think that he is cheating on me.He said that he is going to a friend's house last night and didn't return till 3 am" Perrie said."Hayden? Me and Zayn went to a club last night and we saw him"  "So he has been clubbing all the time?" Perrie asked.I could feel the anger in her voice."I'm not sure" that's all what I could think to say."Ok.Thanks again.I'll see you later.Sorry to bother you.Bye!" Perrie said."Ok that's fine.Bye!" I said and we both cut the line.