If I Let You Know (Zayn/Niall Love Story) *Completed*

Chapter 20-The Truth

I slowly put my phone down,crying like I have never cried before.I sat on my bed.I didnt want to sleep,eat or do anything!

After a few hours I heard a knock on my door."Come in" I said slowly.I was surprised to see that it was actually Niall who walked into my room.I eyes widened when I saw him."Hi,_______" he said.I faked a smile,"Hi"."_______,I know that you are really hurt and everything.I'm sorry but,today might be the last day you have ever spoken with Zayn" he said."What? What do you mean? Even though Zayn is gone,I can talk with him.Right?" I asked in a trembling voice.Niall walked closer and sat beside me."Zayn said that he is going to throw his phone away so that you cant talk with him anymore"."Why would he do that?" I asked him."_______,He have good reasons behind it.He didnt want to tell you where he was going because,you will go there" Niall started to explain."Why doesnt he want to be with me? Did I do something wrong?" I started to question him.Niall looked at me deep in the eyes.It was a bit awkward.He didnt say anything,he just looked into my eyes."Tell me!" I shook his shoulder."He didnt want to tell you and he said not to.Maybe,when you feel comfortable again......... I will tell you.For now,I really cant tell you so dont beg me"."Why wont you tell me now?" I asked."Because you will start to freak out and I dont want that to happen".I got really annoyed.I know that Niall wont tell me now,no matter how I beg.I didnt ask him."I just want to tell you that.And that,if you need anything......... We'r always there for you" he said to calm me.That made me feel a little calm.Niall slowly leaned towards me and slowly kissed my cheek.He  whispered in my ear-"I'm here for you".I got butterflies when he said that.I looked at him,he at me.None of us spoke,we were just looking at each other.Niall was biting his bottom lip (He was quite nervous.He desperately wanted to kiss you on the lips).I felt something,butterflies.I didnt know why but I just got butterflies when I looked at Niall.It felt like I was looking at Zayn.I got lost in Niall's beautiful,blue eyes.

It felt really awkward and I decided to break the silence."Niall,Jenny is having her birthday party next week.You coming?" I asked."Yeah sure!" he said.There were a few more seconds of silence."Its getting late,I better get going" he said while standing up.I nodded and followed him downstairs."Bye" he said and left."_______,what happened today? You and Niall look a bit moody" my mom asked when I entered the kitchen.I decided to tell her everything and I did.Her eyes widened when I told her the whole story."So,does Zayn know that you were just pretending the whole time?" my mom asked after I finished telling her the story."Mom,maybe it was pretend at first but now I really love him.I really really love him.And now he left me,everyone.And for some reason he didnt tell me where he was going and now Niall said that Zayn is going to throw his phone away so that I cant keep in contact with him! And I have no clue about whats happening because no one would tell me! Everyone is keeping it a secret from me and I dont know why!" I explained,breathing heavily."I'm sure that you will get your answers some how but as Zayn said-please dont be devastated"."Mom,you take my place and see how hard it is.Its like loosing dad.I love the person who I loved and now I can never see him again.How can you expect me to calm down?" I questioned her."Sweety,I know this is hard for you but I know that there is someone out there who will love you more than Zayn did"."I dont think that I will be able to love someone" I said and ran upstairs.I locked my door,I skipped dinner even though I was hungry.

A week later-

(During the break)

"_______!" Jenny interrupted me when I was day dreaming."What?" I asked her."_______,its been a week and still you look really glum.I know that you are really upset but please put a happy face! Its my birthday!" she begged."Fine" I said while rolling my eyes.I know that I should be pretty happy for Jenny but I was still upset about Zayn leaving."Ok,so come over at 7!" Jenny said. I nodded."Gosh Rose,why do you got to be such a Toilet Queen?" Emma teased Rose while walking towards our table.Emma sometimes called Rose a Toilet Queen because,mostly like every half an hour Rose wants to go to the bathroom.They sat down."Ok,is your party reserved for SPECIAL friends only?" Emma asked Jenny."No,not at all.I posted every where about my party" she said."Oh and I personally invited Niall.Is that Ok with you?" I asked Rose."Not at all" she said.Rose have definitely moved on.We started to talk about the dresses we are thinking about wearing tonight (You havent really planned anything) and other stuff about the party.