If I Let You Know (Zayn/Niall Love Story) *Completed*

Chapter 19-I'm So Sorry

The next morning-

I woke up at my normal time once again.While I was changing,I was thinking about Zayn's behaviour yesterday-During and after the break.I made my way to the university,a little bit upset about Zayn ignoring me.

I walked to the cafeteria and found the girls."Sup?" I said,taking a seat next to Rose."Nothing" Emma said."Oh! I have been wanting to know-did something happen between you and Zayn? He looked quite upset and hurt during the break yesterday. I cant believe that he didnt give you a goodbye kiss and he didnt even say goodbye!" Jenny said.Her question made me think.I was wondering the same thing."I dont know.I didnt say anything to him.I was wondering about that since yesterday" I explained.It was awkward silence."Well,Maybe he is still recovering.Give him some time to bounce back" Rose said,breaking the silence.We all nodded."Can we talk about something else now?" I asked.Emma giggled and started to say-"Fine.Lets talk about that hot guy who is looking at you right now!"."Really where?" Rose asked excitedly."He is looking at _______" Jenny said,looking behind me.Rose took a sneak peak behind and quickly looked at Emma and Jenny."Woah! 8 out of 10!" she said."No, not 8.More like a......... 9!!" Jenny said.I rolled my eyes."Guys,I have a boyfriend!" I said."Yeah,Yeah.So.......... can I have that guy?" Emma asked.I nodded my head."Yah! I'm going to go and talk to him!" she said."About what?" Rose asked."Well....... I meet him during lectures but I havent realized that he was that hot! I'm going to go and................ ask him about something related to it" she replied and walked towards the hot guy's table."She definitely knows her stuff!" Rose said while rolling her eyes playfully.Jenny and I nodded and giggled.After a few minutes Emma came back to the table,smiling like an idiot."Guess who got  his number?" she asked in a flirty tone.We all laughed and teased Emma."Oh! I almost forgot to tell you! Ok,remember that my birthday is next week" Jenny said."How can we ever forget that?" Emma said in a bit of a sassy way."Huh?" Jenny asked."Remember last year?  We forgot your birthday and as a punishment,you didnt even give us a slice of cake" Rose said."You guys are keen,just to get a piece of cake?" Jenny questioned us."Of course!" Emma said quickly.Jenny gave her a small punch on the shoulder.

It was time for lectures,So we went our separate ways.I havent seen any of the boys yet.I started to get a bit nervous now.

After the first lecture and when it was time for our break,I walked into the cafeteria and found Zayn and the boys sitting at our table and talking.I took a deep breathe and walked right up to them."Hey,____! (Your nick name)" Louis said when he saw me."Hey!" I said while taking a seat next to Harry.Zayn,Niall and Liam were sitting in front of me.Zayn still had that upset look on his face.Zayn just smiled but didnt say anything.Niall was looking down at the table."Where were you guys this morning?" I asked them."Oh! Zayn had to go to the hospital again in the morning so we all went with him" Louis said.Zayn gave Louis a look that said-'I'm going to kill you!' (I didnt see Zayn giving Louis that look). "Ummm guys,do you mind if I could talk to _______ in private?" Zayn asked making an awkward silence.I felt my heart beat getting faster."Yeah.Sure!" Liam said.Zayn buried his eyes on me.I started to get really nervous.The rest of the boys all stood up and left the table.The boys went out of the cafeteria.I watched them go and I looked at Zayn.He was giving me a serious look.He got up from his seat and sat right next to me."_______,I have something to tell you" he started to say."But before that,I just want to ask you this-Do you love me?"."Of course I love you" I said in a trembling voice."Right from the start?" he asked.I swallowed."Well,Honestly.... I didnt really like you that much at first but now I really love you............ I love you very much" I said honestly.Zayn looked down."I love you too!" he said.For some reason,I felt tears starting to form in my eyes.I really dont know why,I quickly blinked lot of times and prevented them from falling down my face."_______................. I'm-I'm going away" he said.My eyes widen,"What?" I asked him."I'm leaving this town with my family" he said."W-W-Why?" I asked him."I'm sorry.I really dont want to do so but I have to" he said in a cracked voice.Tears were now forming in his eyes."I dont want you to leave me" I said with a tear running down my face."_______,Please dont cry.This is exactly why I didnt want to tell you" he explained."Please dont leave me" I said.I couldnt help but cry."_______,I argued with my parents that I want to stay with you but I'm so sorry ________.I must go" he said while touching my cheek with his right hand.I shook his hand off my face.I started to get angry now.I was so in love with Zayn and now he is leaving me.