Mine

Why do i feel this way

(Nick's pov)

I looked around for Heidi. She was a good hider.

"What you looking for" Lucas asked up beside me.

"Heidi" I replied

"Oh yeah I just saw her sitting in a corner laughing to her self about something about hiding from teddy.

''Who the hell is teddy "I asked jealousy strong in my voice.

Lucas just shrugged and went to rose.

I searched the back of the house near the second kitchen and sue enough there was Heidi.

She was rocking back and forth mumbling about how teddy couldn't find her. She was obviously drunk

I was extreme jealousy of who ever teddy was an I was sure I was going to rip his throat out.

"Heidi" I approached he slowly.

Her bright eyes looked up.

'Teddy found me"she screamed

I looked behind me ready to kill teddy.

But there was no one there.

Confused I sat down infringing of her.

"Heidi who's teddy''

"You silly" she placed her hand on my face. Covering half my face. She patted her hand on my cheeks.

"You have a nice face" she said cocking her head to the side.

She grabbed my lips with he thumb and pointer finger. She squished my lips together making me have fish lips.

She tried imitating it. But her being drunk made it look more like she was constipated.

I laughed at her efforts. As I laughed harder she fell on my chest.

I stopped laughing and looked down at her. She stared back at me.

Then tears began to form again.

"What's wrong Heidi?" I asked panicked that I had said or done something wrong.

"Why do I feel this way" she asked. I realized that this was the second time

She has asked that

"What do you mean"

"Why do I want you so bad, why can't I stop thinking about you." She said a tear falling down her beautiful face.

My wolf was happy that she wanted us as badly as we wanted her. I mean so many times I was ready to jump her and mark her. But he was also sad that, that made her cry.

"What's wrong with that" I asked her a little hurt.

"Because I'm suppose to hate you''

"You don't have to''

"Yes I do"

"Why' I asked heart broken all over again.

"Because you broke my doll''

"I'm so sorry I did that"

After a second I added "why was it so important"

"My mother gave it to me before she died'' she said sleepily leaning on my chest.

I broke the one that her mother left her. Why was I so stupid.

I knew back then how much she loved her mother. Even though she wasn't a wolf. My mother and hers had been good friends.

Her mother had died in a shooting at a bank. It was horrible it was one of those wrong place at the wrong time kind of thing.

I also knew that when her mother did die. Her father had giving everything of hers away. I guess he had let her keep the doll and it was my fault she didn't have it.

I looked down at Heidi . Her sleeping form curled up into a ball.

I picked her up and gently carried her to my car.

I could see Lisa and Rose at the curtains watching me.

I slid into my seat after laying Heidi down as comfortable as I could get her.

She stirred when i let go of her.

"Nick" she said still sleeping.

Just that made me get a bulge.

"Great" I muttered knowing I would need a cold shower for this one.

"Nick" she said again shifting around in the seat making her dress ride up even more. Her ass in full view.

I put one hand over mouth while the other was on the wheel.

God I would take her then and there if she didn't stop. I pulled her dress back down not wanting to get any more aroused then I already was.

I wanted to take her home with me but knew that would be the wrong thing to do not because I was that much of a gentlemen but because I knew she would go ape shit crazy on me.

I pulled into her drive way. Her dad still not home.

I pulled her keys from the little purse she was carrying. I picked her up and carried her up to her room.

Her room was a deep red with white and black furniture.

I laid her down on her queen sized bed.

She whimpered when I let her go. She held on to my neck not knowing it.

It took me only a second to think about it and Kay down next to her

I spooned her from behind. Holding her as close to me and my buddy down there. Hoping it would calm it and make it go down. But it didn't help just made it worse especially with Heidi moving around every few seconds.

I was scared that it would get to beg and she would wake up from feeling it pressing into her back.

I grabbed her hips and held them tightly in place in front of my member.

I was some what content with the feel if her ass on it but it was getting worse.

I let go of her knowing it was for the best or I would take advantage of her drunk and asleep.

I stood up feeling my pants real tight.

I saw Heidi frown when I got off her bed. She whimpered again but it was for the best.

''Shhh baby, you'll see me tomorrow." I kissed her forehead and headed back down the stairs.

I got into the car and hurried up to the second floor before anyone saw my erection. The party was still I'm full swing. I even had to kick some people out of my room.

I hurried into the cold shower. Ideas swimming in my head.

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