Mine

guess I am...

Heidi's P.O.V.

I pushed all thought about almost being raped a few hours ago in the back of my mind. if I thought about it now I know that I'd go into another emotional outbreak.

I got out of my bath and went inside the bed room. I pulled on the clothes that Nick had left me.

his scent instantly surrounded me. I may not be a wolf with strong smelling but I could clearly smell him on this shirt.

it reached just under my butt. I made a mental note not to bend down.

I made sure my eyes went puffy as I went down. Nick leaving me when I needed him most hurt but I made excuses why he did.

I walked down a pair of stairs and into where I herd all the noise coming from.

I stepped into a living room. I could tell that half of the wolf's in  pack were here. man and women.

they all stood as I entered. they bowed there heads. I remember  that Jen had told me that they did that out of respect.

a few peoples eyes lingered on me which made Nick growl and step in front of me. glaring at them.

Jen also said they were possessive.

"leave" Nick told me.

I knew he saw hurt flash in my eyes because regret flashed across his face.

"no" I said and sat down on one of the couches.

I crossed my legs and waited for whatever Nick was taking about to  continue.

Nicks P.O.V

how can she just waking in here like that. the shirt barely covered her ass. and we were in a room full of guys.

I wanted to rip there eyes out for staring at my mate.

when she sat down all her legs were exposed. the guys were practically asking for a one way ticket to hell the way the were staring at her like meat.

I grabbed Heidi on  upper arm and pulled her out of the room.

"go upstairs" I told her.

"why" she asked.

"because I said so"

Heidi's P.O.V

he really didn't want me here did he maybe it had nothing to do with that he thinks I'm disgusting but because of  the hatred we use to have.

to tell you the truth I hadn't hated him since the doll at my door. I didn't realize it then but I was already in love with him.

maybe it was just he never really loved me at all.

that made my heart brake even more.

"do you hate me" I whispered to him.

I knew he would hear me.

I looked at him. "what no... of course not I...I"

I waited for him to finish his sentence but he didn't.

I sighed and began walking up the stairs.

Nick didn't follow me and again my heart dropped.

I went back to the room and laid down

shortly after I feel to sleep I herd a voice.

"Heidi, Heidi wake up Heidi" I could feel someone shaking me and telling me to wake up.

I slowly opened my eyes and let my eyes focus.

Nick was beside the bed with a hang on my shoulder.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes.

"what" I asked a little confused.

"I fixed a room up for you across the hall" he said.

I just sat there for a second before I registered it. he was kicking me out of his room. yeah I mean we didn't know each other much and only spent sometime together but still.

I sighed and got up. I didn't want to,talk to him or fight.

slowly I walked out. I turned back to look at him. his back was to me.

"I'll just leave then" I muttered.

I ran down the stairs and out the door.  it was freezing out with only a thin shirt on.  I had made up my mind. Nick didn't feel the same way about me ad I did about him. I wasn't going to force him to love me.

suddenly I was engulfed in warmth as a pair of arms wrapped around me.

"where ate you going" the voice of much asked.

"I'm leaving" I said

"What no your not" he said turning me around.

I got mad then. he was so confusing. "look I know you don't want me here so I'm leaving"

"What. why would you thin that" he said hurt in his voice

"you have been ignoring and pushing me away since you rescued me I thought we would start over as mates, but now I see you don't want that."

"you don't know how bad I want that"

"then what's stopping  you" I yelled.

"I'm just trying to give you space. I mean you were almost rapped. I just didn't want to push to far with you and make you feel uncomfortable."

"I don't need space... i just need you" I whispered.

and then his lips were on mine. I felt a million tiny sparks. warmth and butterfly were dancing in my stomach.

the kiss turned more intense when he slipped his tough in my mouth. as he did I let a small moan escape.

Nick suddenly pulled away. "I have to stop right now or I won't be able to later".he said putting his forehead to mine.

my mind was made up in a second. "all I have memory for anyone ever touching me is that man" I didn't have to say who I was talking about.

"can you make them go away by making new ones." I asked.

"do you know what your asking" he said

I nodded. he looked me in the eyes as if looking for something. when he did he picked me up and carried me into the house and up the stairs.

I smiled as he opened the door to his room and laid me on his bed. I guess I would be sleeping in his bed tonight.

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