Child reader x 2p!hetalia and hetalia one shots

2p!italyxsuicidal!child!reader

You sat on your bed,your papa had just received your report card. He wasn't happy with it and neither were you,it was and wasn't your fault. You had always went to your papa for help on homework and projects but he was always busy or never there. So you always tried your best and then when you went to school the next day some bullies in your class took your homework or destroyed your projects.
This made you really sad and you didn't know how to handle it really,the thoughts of being bullied and your dad being mad at you....it made you empty and pained inside. You heard the front door open then close,you looked at the clock and saw that it was time for him to go to work, leaving you alone again.
You started crying and then you remembered about the blade that fell out of your pencil sharpener. Maybe you could use that,you pulled it out from your dresser drawer then went to the bathroom. You dragged the blade across your inner thighs. You didn't cut two deep but it was enough to make you bleed, you did three cuts on each thigh then hid the blade under the sink.
Three days later
You did this three days in a row, your wrists had gashes and you hid your arms and legs pretty well.you entered the bathroom and grabbed the blade, you sat on the edge of the tub then your papa walks in and gasps when he sees the blade in your hand. He runs to you and snatches the blade from you then flushes it. "(Y/N)!!!THAT'S NOT-A THE ANSWER TO YOUR ANY OF YOUR PROBLEMS" he yells at you and holds you to his chest then you felt something wet ontop of your head. You looked up to see your papa crying "I'm sorry that-a I'm never here" he says sobbing then you start crying. You both held each other as you cried,as both your tears die down you explain whats been happening.then he's shows you scars on his wrists showing he was once a cutter and that he stopped when you came into his life and explained that you should stop for him that if you do that you will have movie nights twice a week and that he would have uncle Lutz take out for ice cream every Saturday. You promised your papa that you would quit and he replied with you better or I'll start doing it again I don't want my baby in pain alone.