Your losing everyone because your not telling anyone anything anymore. They ask why your not telling when they can see your sad in your eyes and you keep telling them your fine and they believe you until one of your friends come running up to you to see if your alright because your crying and they just give you the biggest hug they can ever give anyone. You tell them your best mate just killed himself on the phone to you, you don't know what to do so they tell you go to his house and see if he's still alive, if he is call the ambulance and take him to the hospital. When you get there you see he's still alive so you call the ambulance and he says he cares about you and loves you like hell he just can't handle this world anymore so he's leaving this awful world.
The ambulance has just pulled up, they ask how old he is, you say he's only seventeen, they ask for his name, you tell them it's Jakob Jay Austin, they ask him how bad is the pain out of 10 and he turns around and said it's about a ten. They start taking him to the hospital on the way there he stops breathing you notice and you tell them so they start to speed, they take him up to emergency and they tell you to stay there.
The next hour the doctor comes out and says sorry for your loss but he lose so much blood and we couldn't stop the bleeding, the doctor ask if your alright because he sees scares on your arms, you say kinda but not really but you will be fine, you ask if you can say your last goodbye and the doctor says yes. Your so grateful you had a best mate that cares about you.
