“Valentine?! Please wake up!” everything was black but I could hear him yelling in my ear, shaking me, trying to get me to wake up. “I’m so sorry, I’m sorry.”
I felt something hit the back of my throat but that just made me vomit up the contents in my stomach. But then I realised what he was doing. He was trying to save me, make me throw up all the pills I just took.
But…I don’t want to be saved. I don’t want to have to see Zack’s face when he sees me. I just want to not be here.
“Please.” He whispered. And with that I started coughing up everything else in my stomach, my eyes opened and I could eel myself shaking.
Jay simply hugged me when he I was coughing on my own and that my eyes had opened. I just leaned back on him and cried; I couldn’t help it. Loud and unattractive sobs left my mouth.
“Please Valentine, never do that again. Please, I’m so sorry, this is all my fault. I never meant for this to happen.” Over and over again, he just kept saying how sorry he was. This was so different from the Jay I know, the person who would happily fuck every girl in the school and not give a damn.
“Why?” was all I could mutter out amongst my tears.
“Even though I seem like a huge dick, I really do care about you.”
“Your more than a huge dick, asshole.” I said, elbowing him in the rib. He smiled at the fact that I could joke around, even if it was insulting him.
“Yes, yes I am.” I think that’s the first time he has admitted to that. “Please, never do this again? Promise me.”
“I…can’t.”
“Please.” He whispered.
“I can’t promise anything, how can I see the hurt on Zack’s face? I fucked up. I deserve this.”
“No, you don’t. I was fucking stupid to do that to you and him and I don’t know why the fuck I did. I…” his grip tightened on me, “I don’t know.” He sighed.
What a mess we created, I thought as we lay in the bath tub with vomit everywhere, but we didn’t dare move away from each other.
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Who Said The Bad Boy Wouldn't Win?
Teen FictionValentine has just moved, her best friend, Sienna, and her are back to seeing each other every day and being the childhood friends they are. With the disowned, incredibly cocky but oh so seductive Jay wanting to get Valentine more than any girl, it'...
