Who Said The Bad Boy Wouldn't Win?

Chapter 18

“Please come out,” said Jay on the other side of the door, “I know you’re in there.”

“I can’t…I can’t see his face after what I did to him.” I said, leaning against the door, knowing full well that Jay would knock it down if I didn’t come out soon.

“It’ll be fine, I’ll be there with you the whole time. I’ll even hold your hand if you want.” He offered, I rolled my eyes.

“Eww, cooties.” I said sarcastically which I could hear him laugh at on the other side of the door.
“Come on, we’ll be late.”

“Good.”
“Please?”
“No.”
“So help me I will break this door down and drag your ass to school.”

“Fine.” I said as I opened the door reluctantly, crossing my arms and giving him the best death stare I could manage. It clearly wasn’t that threatening considering he laughed but you know, oh well.

He grabbed my arm before I could regret this and pulled me towards the garage where I was dreading to get to with each slow and morbid step I took.

I fixed up my hair as much as I could as soon as I got off and handed him back the helmet. I spotted Zack immediately and turned to look the other direction, even if it was just the entrance to the car park.

“It’s alright, just talk to him.”

“But what if he…?”I couldn’t finish my sentence, I was scared he would hurt me physically like people at my old school use to when they found out my mistake. I had told Jay everything Zack had said to me and everything about my past, he hadn’t judged me on it like I thought, he didn’t take advantage of me or call me names, he just hugged me tighter to my surprise…although, I had to choice but to tell him considering I tried to overdose.

“Then I’ll fucking strangle him, but I don’t think he will, okay?” I nodded weakly and walked towards Zack, clinging onto Jay’s arm as if my life depended on it. As soon as he saw me, his face fell, which was not what I was prepared for, not that I really expected anything different. I was so use to seeing his face light up when he saw me, not this glare I got now.

I walked close to him, letting go of Jay’s arm in the process. “We need to talk,” was all I could manage. He ignored me for a few seconds, until he saw Jay’s face fuming with anger in which he followed me to a more private area.
He didn’t say a word but the layer of hate hung thick in the air, making me feel extremely uneasy. He turned to face me but didn’t say anything, he didn’t even ask a cold ‘what?’ to me to see what I wanted even though it was obvious.

“I’m sorry. I know I fucked up and I have idea what happened. I really do care about you but I understand why you said the stuff to me you did. I deserved it and –”

“Yeah, you did deserve it.” He interrupted.

“I know, and that’s why I want to say sorry, and I understand that you don’t want to talk to me ever again but please, can we be friends, can you forgive me? I know how badly I screwed this all up. I’m not saying forgive me now, but I’m saying please think about it.”

It was as if he hadn’t heard me, his face was still masked with anger, and if was giving any thought into forgiving me then he sure didn’t show it.

“You have the nerve to apologise to me for what you did? Fuck you.” He said coldly and landed a blow into my stomach with his fist. “Think before you do.” He walked off, leaving me gasping for air. This is what I was terrified of, that he would do something like this. This Zack was so different from the happy and bubbly one I knew.

Jay was nowhere to be seen, so I caught the last of my breath and walked into the large doors that were held open. I got stares as I walked though the halls, not of anger like Zacks, but of pity. Is this how they looked at every girl Zack did this to? Because I haven’t been here for long but I know that majority or all of them have been sucked into his trap…maybe even twice.

Every person who gave me a look of disappointment, I glared at them because I didn’t want their pity, and I knew I had to be the same strong person on the outside to all of them even though I was crumbling to pieces on the inside.

My first class had Jay in it which I took some girl’s seat and sat next to him, giving him a desperate look as he realised he had left me. My look told him what had happened, but also from the fact that I was still clutching my stomach from the pain that lingered. Jay’s face went from hopeful (that Zack had forgiven me) to pure rage as he stood up and left the class.

I tried to reach for him to tell him no but he ignored me and stormed out, but thankfully the teacher wasn’t there to give him shit. In fact the rest of class was only filing in now, all of which had the same look when they saw me.

“Excuse me, you’re in my seat.” Said a highly annoying voice from above me. I looked up at the dark haired girl and raised an eyebrow.

“Your point?”

“Don’t act so tough, everyone knows you fucked Jay just like all of us, whore. Don’t as so superior.” This shocked me as if she had slapped me across the face.

“Excuse me?”

“You heard me, slut.” She said crossing her arms. I stood up slowly, and gave her a sweet smile.

“I’m the slut? I’m positive you would have fucked him at least three times now, I mean, look at what your wearing, your just asking for him to do it again.”

This time, she literally slapped me across the face but I wasn’t taking some stupid bitch’s shit. I punched her twice as hard and just as I did, the teacher walked in.

“What the fuck!” she yelled.

“Valentine! Go to the principal’s office!” the teacher yelled as he went to help the bitch up who’s nose was now bleeding.

“Whatever.” I said as I walked out, seeing everyone’s face stare as me with confusion and shock as I stormed out of the school.


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PLEASE DON'T HATE ME!! I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T HAD THE TIME BUT I AM STILL WRITING IT WHICH IS ALL THAT MATTERS!!!!

so how have you guys been? do you like Jay now? i like him now...Zack is a dick. But i have mixed emotions for both of them because of how they were before and now they are now...and i'm the author...thats showing something