Who Said The Bad Boy Wouldn't Win?

Chapter 20

I lay peacefully with Jay on my bed, trying to sort out everything going on in my head. I kept having flashbacks interrupt my train of thought but after the first few he had become more familiar with it.  Now, just because I was lying on his chest with his arms around me didn’t mean I had fully forgiven him, I just need the comfort.

I had told Zack to leave so I could sort things out, he was very persistent to stay and try to get me to forgive him and kept asking if I was alright in which I would give him a hard stare, but eventually he left, giving me time to think.

I thought about both of them. Jay, the one who would sleep with anything with a vagina…that was human because you know, doing that stuff with animals is just straight out nasty. But right now, I felt like I could trust him more and more, especially considering he did save me despite me not particularly wanting to be saved.

Zack on the other had was a friend I had made on my first day, who I had heard nothing but good things about. He treated me so kindly…so sweet. But after the incident, I didn’t know what I should do. I didn’t know if he just snapped or was really like that underneath his cute boyish charms.

Both of them had completely contradicted who them seemed to be, and I don’t know if that was a good or bad thing.

My stomach twisted like it had done seven times now, I felt the light hitting me behind my eyelids.

FLASHBACK

“Oi! It’s my turn, there are still three of us to go!” one of them yelled, I didn’t see who because I kept my eyes closed tightly. Partially because of the pain I was in, and the other half because I was frightened out of my mind.

I whimpered as the guy who had me finished up, and opened my eyes to see all of them crowded around me. All of which were looking at me as if I were some toy they all wanted to have a go with, even though I technically was. I saw the next one come towards me, undoing his pants as fast as he could so he could give the others a go.

“Hands and knees,” he ordered, and I quickly obeyed, wanting this to be over as quick as possible. One of the guys who already had a turn stood in front of me and also started taking off his clothes like the one behind me. I squeezed my eyes shut once again. Afraid of what would happen next.

PRESENT

“Shhh, it’s okay, no ones going to hurt you, I’m here.” I slowly fluttered by eyes open to see the concern and worry on Jay’s face. I clung onto him tightly as if he were my salvation. He stroked my hair lightly, letting me take deep breaths to calm my speeding heart rate. “They shouldn’t have done what they did.”

It was silent for a minute, but I then thought of something to say. I was just dreading the answer, “Have you ever done that?”

I felt Jay take a deep breath before he responded, “Yes. But I promise I would never, ever do something like that to you.”

A shot of fear ran though me, but I also trusted him not to. He saw the consequence of it happening to me…I hoped he wouldn’t at least.

“What happened to her?” I had to know.

“She killed herself, walked in front of a car a few weeks after.” I held my breath.

I was even more confused about what to do now.

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Long time no upload, i know, but i did a double one and will try to upload again soon (althought don't hold that against me

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AND IT'S A TAD DISTIRBING IN THIS CHAPTER SO SORRY ABOUT THAT

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