How did this happen

Recover and adapt

"I'm feeling a bit better aside from the nausea but what happened to me?"
" the guy who you said raped you came In for a second time,"
"Did you catch him?"
"Unfortunately not he ran before we found you UNCONSCIOUS and bleeding."
"Oh"
" But the important thing is that your okay and your love baby is doing great."
"hey Olivia?"
"Yah?"
"Will you help me a little for the next nine months I mean understanding my morning sickness?"
"Of course Amanda"
"Thanks Olivia your so sweet"
She smiled and we signed my discharge papers.
Later she pushed me in my wheelchair and we went back to my place. As I walked or I'm pretty sure limped up the stairs I started to breathe heavier.
When we got to the top of the stairs I hunched over and felt really queasy. Olivia stood behind me and put her hand on my back.
"Amanda?"
I held my hand to her as a signal to wait a minute
I threw up some water and then stood up and sighed.
Once we opened the door to my apartment I let out a small sigh of relief since it was just me and Olivia.
We ate some ice cream since that what I was craving and then we went to sleep.
8:00am-Wednesday
"Amanda!, How you feeling?"
"Fine Carisi other than the constant waves of morning sickness, speaking of that excuse me I think I'm gonna be sick."
"Wait Rollins you need help?"
I shook my head no and ran to the restroom. I had just enough time to get to the toilet.
Once I got there I threw up.
"Amanda are you alright in there"
I puked again and I recognized Olivia's voice but couldn't answer I heard her foot steps in the bathroom.
This time I was just dry heaving because I had nothing left to vomit
Olivia pushed the stall door open and saw me on the floor panting
"Amanda can I help you?"
"Just hold My hair" I said right before I puked again.
When I was feeling better we walked out of the bathroom and I sat down at my desk but just in case I had my trash can nearby.
"Hey Rollins You doing okay?"
"Ya Fin thanks for asking"
12:00pm
"Okay guys what should we do for lunch?"
Hmm let me think..(I now had to realize I was feeding two but I really wasn't hungry and the thought of food made me sick.)
"Um you guys go without me I'm not hungry"
"Okay see you soon"
"Hey, Rollins why do you look like your about to cry?"
"Because I was raped Olivia."
"I know that but tell me, what's really going through your mind.?"
"It's just that.. I'm carrying Carisi's baby."
"Mmhmm and?"
"I found my rapist"
"What how?"
" I entered all the things I remembered about him into the database and I got a match.
(Starts crying)
"Sshhh Rollins?"
&Why are you so upset? That's good news!"
Because now that I found him I'm going to have to go to trial.