Just Ranting

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I thought you were different. You were my role model and I loved you like a father. You were compassionate; something my actual father lacks. I thought you were the coolest person ever; the most down to earth guy. I loved you for your empathy and compassion. You were the first person I've ever looked up to so much. Everything I thought you were was shattered by the horrible truth. You have no idea just how much you shattered the remains of my frozen heart. I don't look up to my own father, but I looked up to you. Now I'm crying behind a locked door because I don't know who you are anymore. I thought I wasn't alone, but here I am, realizing I always was. I miss you more than you'll ever understand. I wish I could tell you just how much you meant to me, but I'll never get to because you aren't who I thought you were. I thought I finally had a father-figure. Oh, how wrong I was.
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Hey guys!!! Please don't be mad that this isn't a poem. I really needed to get some bottled up emotions out, but I just couldn't take this and restrain it to a poem. So I honestly just needed to full on rant. I hope you guys don't mind. Luv you all!!!💙

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