I thought you were different. You were my role model and I loved you like a father. You were compassionate; something my actual father lacks. I thought you were the coolest person ever; the most down to earth guy. I loved you for your empathy and compassion. You were the first person I've ever looked up to so much. Everything I thought you were was shattered by the horrible truth. You have no idea just how much you shattered the remains of my frozen heart. I don't look up to my own father, but I looked up to you. Now I'm crying behind a locked door because I don't know who you are anymore. I thought I wasn't alone, but here I am, realizing I always was. I miss you more than you'll ever understand. I wish I could tell you just how much you meant to me, but I'll never get to because you aren't who I thought you were. I thought I finally had a father-figure. Oh, how wrong I was.
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Hey guys!!! Please don't be mad that this isn't a poem. I really needed to get some bottled up emotions out, but I just couldn't take this and restrain it to a poem. So I honestly just needed to full on rant. I hope you guys don't mind. Luv you all!!!💙
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Broken
PoetryPoetry is a way of expressing our most dark, twisted, confusing emotions that we feel no one understands. You are not alone in how you feel or what you are going through. These poems are written to help people realize that and feel less alone. WARN...