Used To It

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It's sad

When you

Don't want to

Recover anymore

Because the feeling of happiness

And the feeling of joy

Now feel gross and smothering

You wonder why

You prefer to cry

Than be alright

Well I can tell you

Exactly why

You're used to it

All of it

You're used to

The loneliness

The hatred

The self harm

The purging

The not eating

The never sleeping

The crying

The dying inside

The sinking feeling

The screaming

The numbness

The pain

You're used to it

So now you never want it

To ever go away

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