Nothing's fine I'm torn

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liv's pov~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

8 hours and I was finally here. I walked up to the door pulling my suitcase, trying to control my emotions. The whole plane ride I was a wreck, I am so nervous I don't know what Louis will be like. I hope he listened to me and didn't do anything he would regret.

I look at my watch and see its 1am back home so it should only be 5am here. I take a breath and knock hard on his door hoping to wake him up.

The door opens but it's not Louis, its Niall. "Who are you?" He asks with a yawn. "Is Louis here?" I asked frantically, ignoring his question. His expression becomes puzzled. I should have known that they had no idea who I was.

"Who is it Niall?" A voice shouts and Niall looks at me expectantly but I wasn't going to tell him.

"Is Louis here?" I press on. "I don't know but she's asking for Louis" Niall yells at them and soon Harry, Liam and Zayn are standing behind Niall.

"Who are you?" Harry asks looking me up and down and I felt myself glaring at the curly haired boy.

"Liv?" Louis teary voice echoes and all the boys freeze. I push past them so I can see the person I came here for. He looks like an absolute wreck and I feel my heart breaking even more.

Tears are streaming down his face and soon I'm engulfed in a hug. I let go of my suitcase and squeeze him tightly. Sobs wrack his body and I just squeeze him tighter.

I can feel the other four boy's stares on us but at this moment it didn't matter. "shh, I'm here lou. let's go into your room okay, then we can talk" I whisper in his ear and he nods.

He lets go of me and grabs my suitcase with one hand and grabs my hand with the other. He pulls me away from the other's confused expressions and down the hallway to his room.

Louis pov~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I locked the door and threw her suitcase off to the side. I looked up to see her sitting on the bed with her arms spread open. I took the invitation and collapsed into her arms letting my walls fall down.

I don't know how long it took for me to calm down but Liv held me the whole time, whispering comforting words.

We were laying down on our sides facing each other. She was looking at me with such intensity that I almost wanted to shrink away, but it was Liv I was safe with her.

"I can't believe that you're actually here" I whispered and a small smile ghosted across her lips. "I told you I would come, I never break my promises with you Louis" she whispered back.

"Thank you" I said hoping she would understand just how much this meant to me. "You're still keeping it a secret aren't you?" She said sadly and I felt my eyes tear up.

She sighed and moved closer to me and snuggled into my chest. I wrapped my arms around her and put my head in the crook of her neck.

"You must be exhausted, you came straight here didn't you?" I mumbled against her skin. I felt her nod against me "anything for you" she said softly. "Sleep love" I whispered placing a kiss to her shoulder.

As her breathing evened out I felt a sense of peace wash over me. Closing my eyes I could feel myself slowly falling asleep too.

I felt happy for the first time in a long time and that sliver of hope grew a little bigger.

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So if you're confused, the boys don't know of Liv. She is kind of Louis secret. A lot of unanswered questions will be answered in the next chapter. Have patience my dears <3

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