CHAPTER 19 (part 2)
ZAYNS POV✨
Why does Kayla not want the baby, does she not like me anymore, nah! course she does, its just this might not be mine I should respect her decisions, alright ill tell her not to keep it, then after ill just leave? No point sticking round here, Suliman's taken care off. My thinking got interrupted by Liam, he said the same thing that I was just thinking. That we should leave tomorrow, I agreed but I said I'm gonna be taking the train today, that I'm gonna go pack after I told Kayla to get rid of the baby. I walked into the room and found her sleeping on the left side of the bed. I started to pack my stuff, I decided not to bother folding up the clothes, Iv never been good at that. I stuffed the last piece of clothing in the bag and zipped it up.
"Kayla?" I whispered, no reply. I sat on the end of the bed and put my hand on her thigh.
"Kayla, I need to say something" I then saw her flutter her eyelashes, she looks up at me and squinted.
"Zayn?"
"Yeah look Kayla, here's the thing"
"Yeah?"
"I think you should abort the baby, because obviously you don't want it because of who the father is, it won't feel right raising him, or her.. I should of respected your decisions, I'm sorry" I looked down at the floor, I felt her lift up my head.
"Thanks Zayn" I saw her eyes trail off me and to the door where she saw my packed bag.
"Zayn whys your bags by the door, she got up and went to the wardrobe and opened them.
"Why isn't your clothes in here" she walked over to be and looked me in the eyes.
"Kayla, I can't do this no more, I'm sorry!"
"Do what?"
"Us"
"Why, what are tryna say?"
"It's to hard to look at you, Iv put you through so much, your pregnant with someone else's baby, I hate that feeling, I wanna cry every time I look at you. I get the guilt in my stomach that tightens everyday. Something always bad happens when I'm with you, so it's best that I'm not with you"
"No Zayn, that's not true, I love you!" She said whilst her eyes began to water
"I love you to, so.." I got interrupted by her tears streaming down her face
"Please don't Zayn, I want to keep it, I'll keep it for you if that what it takes for you to stay"
"That won't make me stay, from now on its your decision, Tomorrow your going home, the boys will take you home safely" she put her hand on my chest feeling my heartbeat.
"Iv got to go now, ill miss the train"
"Please don't go" I leant down to her and kissed her. I walked to my bag after and picked it up and went to the front door and opened it, I looked back at her and walked out shutting it after me, I started walking down the road when I heard the door open again but I didn't turn around.
"ZAYN PLEASE, I LOVE YOU DON'T GO" but I carried on walking, my eyes began to water but I blinked to stop it.
"I love you too" I whispered as I walked into the dark road ahead.
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Fanfic"His names Zayn Malik, he should be going collage but he failed his GCSE'S because he didn't hardly come school. Only on some occasions. He's always out, smoking, fighting and probably killing" Everyone's scared of him, I don't know why, I'm not.