CHAPTER 20

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CHAPTER 20

KAYLAS POV✨

It's been either 1 or 2 months since Iv spoken to Zayn, Iv kinda lost track of time since he's gone, I have been a mess. The boys won't tell me where he is, I still speak to the boys, pretty much always about Zayn but they always change the subject. I still go to school and everyone now knows I'm pregnant due to getting bigger every couple of weeks. Zayn no longer attends the school and I constantly get stares from people. Oh and by the way it's Zayn's baby, I found out from the doctors. Iv tried to get the boys to tell Zayn it's his baby but the boys say Zayn doesn't even let them speak when it comes to me. How it's Zayn's baby I have no idea, something about Suliman having low/weak sperm. So I'm really glad I decided to keep the baby, if Zayn never comes back atleast I will have a mini version of him, unless its a girl, if it is a girl I can teach her things my mum never taught me, like how to pick a guy right. I miss Zayn a lot, I have gotten on with life but it does get depressing every week knowing the baby inside me is gonna grow up with no dad, I don't even think he knows I'm kept the baby, for all I know he thinks it's Suliman's baby and I'm aborting it. Oh and Suliman's dead, he did the same thing to a young girl about 14 and her dad shot him. Lovely story I know.

At school I don't have any 'girl' friends so I always sit with Harry, Louis, Liam and Niall at lunch, I don't think they like it but they stick with me because that's what 'Zayn would of wanted' they do invite me over to eachother houses and I can say they are my bestfriends but they just don't like walking around with me constantly because well.. Im pregnant and they don't want a bad reputation which I can understand, I mean I am only 16 and I'm pregnant which is horrible because people judge me all the time but Iv learned to turn my head. I now live on my own because my family disowned me as there daughter. I live in a 2 bedroom flat near school and if your wondering how I got the money? My family gave it to me, there quite wealthy so they give me money every week which it enough for me and the bub to live on.

FRIDAY MORNING✨

'Same bed but it feels just little bit bigger now,

Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same,

When our friends talk about you all it does is just tear me down,

Coz my heart breaks a little when I hear your name'

I opened my eyes and pressed dismiss on my phone. I squinted my eyes to adjust to the sunlight before swinging my legs over the edge of the bed, I walked over to my wardrobe and picked out a white lace dress that covers up the bump I have, for the first time in months it is sunny so I'm gonna take advantage of it. I walked into bathroom and turned the shower on, I stripped of my clothes whilst waiting for the water temperate to heat up, as the water got warmer I stepped in, I let my hair loose out of its messy bun and let it fall down to my back, I shampooed and conditioned my hair and stepped out, switching the shower off. I changed into the dress and brushed my teeth. I lightly applied foundation and mascara. I blow dried my hair and let it stay wavey today instead of straightening it. I ran down stairs as I heard the doorbell go, I opened it to see louis standing there with the boys in the car, I ran to the kitchen, grabbed a banana and my bag and climbed into to the car after hugging louis and saying hello to the rest of the boys.

"How are you today? Any more morning sickness" Liam asked

"Not this morning fortunately"

"That's good" Niall smiled

"Yeah, so what you guys doing this weekend, got anything planned"

"Well we wanted to invite you round Liam's to have a twilight move marathon with us"

"That'd be great" I thanked them

"We'll even try to get Zayn to come"

"Really?" I clapped

"Yes, but we can't promise anything"

"That's fine, just please try"

"We will, just meet us outside, backgate, after school" Harry finished

"Okay" we pulled into the school gates and walked into school, I had my arm around Liam, hugging him, he's like my brother I never had. I love him to bits. I heard a few whistles behind me which made me tense, I feel really insecure at the moment about my body and the boys know that. So when anyone says something bad or whistles at me they always take care of it. Iv never had a brother before but now I have 4. After another fun day at school I waited outside school for about 5 minutes then they pulled up besides me, Niall opened the door for me and I sat down and closed the door after. I done up my seatbelt and headed to Liams. After we arrived and we walked inside, the boys went upstairs to get changed whilst i waited in the kitchen for them. Niall came down and asked why i wasnt in my pyjamas yet and i replied by a frown.

"you didnt bring any did you"

"no" I frowned

"come with me" i followed Niall to his room and threw a large tshirt at me a long with some trackie bottoms and some male slipper socks "thank you hunny" i hugged Niall and kissed him on the cheek, i walked over to the bathroom and locked the door, i tied my hair up in a messy bun, i stripped out of my dress, threw on the tshirt, pulled up the trackies and put on the slipper socks and tucked the trackies into the socks. I walked back into Niall's room, he was texting someone on his bed, when he saw me he sat up and smiled. He came and gave a famous horan hug and began to walk down the stairs.

"You do have that pregnant glow you know. You look beautiful even though your getting fatter by the minute, no make up and your wearing baggy clothes"

"G, Thanks Niall"

"That sounded really rude didn't it"

"Yeah but I know you meant it in a warm hearted way" I kissed him and walked into the front room where I saw Liam, Harry, Louis..

"Zayn!" I gasped

"Oh, I didn't realise you were here, I'm sorry, ill leave" he said looking at the ground

"Zayn look at me" I said, he eyes met mine and I could see them quickly gaze at my belly, I lifted up my top..

"You kept-"

"After you left, I couldn't seem to let the bub go" I frowned whilst I interrupted Zayn

"I'm sorry I left but I just, it's just, father-"

"Your the father Zayn" I interrupted him again

"What? That's impossible" Zayn jumped up from the sofa and over to me

"It's not, fortunately Suliman's sperm is low/weak and it just happens for our condom to have snapped. I know it sounds really unreal but it isn't"

"I'm sorry, Kayla, if you give me a second chance I will prove I will be the best father to this child, please, give me another chance. Please take me back" I nodded as I could see the truth in his eyes. He hugged me tightly and we kissed softly making me have butterflies in my stomach. We got interrupted by the Boys clapping. Me and Zayn turned around.

"Okay, now that were done with that can we just watch the film?" Harry laughed, me and Zayn walked over to the sofa, I laid my head on Zayns chest whilst he started stroking and making shapes on belly, every now and then he would kiss my belly which cause he other boys to kiss it too.

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