Just friends

Game changer

"My king" Two words, but it resonates in the deepest parts of my soul.

"I love you" she said. She looked at my eyes, and even without those sweet words, I knew she does.

"I love you" she whispered in my ear, while we cook our favorite breakfast.

She kissed me softly in the cheek. I can feel her soft but petite body close to mine, while I wrap my arms to her neck.

I kissed her in my favorite spot on her. Her collarbone.

She looked at me with a hint of danger and awe in her face.

"Behave" she said. I gave her a crooked smile.

Only her, can tell me to behave.

The only one, that I dont want to.

I smiled playfully. Oh what love do to me.

I can smell her perfume. Burberry. Her favorite perfume.

I trace her face with my fingertips, tracing her eyes, her nose and her beautiful soft lips.

Oh. Her beautiful lips, who I can never get tired of kissing.

Her contagious laugh, that makes me want to laugh as well.

"Why do you look at me that way" she asked.

"Your so beautiful, I just want to memorise your face." I said.

"You dont have to do that, I'll always be here until you get tired of my face, you'd kick me out yourself" she joked.

"I could never get tired of this face. Of this lips." I cupped her face in my hands, her lips were forced to pout, she looks so adorable.

And, i kissed it. One quick smack, just to satisfy a craving.

She was surprised. She smiled, her face turns red, and smacked my left arm.

"Youuuu... " she said, and before she said anything else, I kissed her again.

Longer. More passionate.

The more i kiss her, the more i wanted more, more of her.

I stopped myself. Because, if this goes further, i would not be able to stop myself any longer.

Her face was scarlet red. She turned around. And I embrace her from the back.

"I would never get enough of you." I said to her.

"You would, eventually." She said.

"But, even if you get tired of me, ill never let you go." She continued.

"Because I'm selfish" she joked.

"Never?" I asked.

"Never." She said. She was so sure of it.

"Good. In that case, you'll have to stick around me forever right"

"Forever?" She said.

"You dont believe in forever right?" She joked.

"Except with you."

"Cheeeeeesy!" She screamed at me.

We both laughed. I love her laugh.

"This is how I want my whole life to become." I told her.

"That's a goos idea. I like that too." She smiled.

And then, I can picture it.

The future us. It kinda creeps me out to think of this things, I never had this kind of thoughts before.

I never saw a direction with my other playmate. All my life, i was just having fun.

All my life, I never knew what it felt like to love. To be inlove.

Until this girl, appeared in my life. In the most unexpected places.

This girl, that I can see my future with.

I would hold her hand, while we walk our dogs to the park.

I would hold her hand, with our kids. I want a huge family, unlike mine.

A family. I will have a family again.

Seven kids. Will she allow it? I smiled at the idea.

I'll have as many as long as its with her.

We will live in the beach. Just like her dream.

Two story house, a simple house near the beach, with a veranda that would show the beautiful sky that she loved the most.

And then,every night I would make love to her. After, we get married. I smiled.

I would make love to her. Not just sex.
In the right time,and the right place.

Everything for her.

"Hey,what are you smiling at!" She said.

I realised, I started day dreaming of our future together.

"Nothing. Nothing." I said.

"Hmmm. Your thinking of something naughty, im sure..." she said.

"And how do you know about that?" I challenged her.

"I know that smile. You better behave King, lagot ka sakin." She threatened me.

"Yes ma'am." I said. Kissing her forehead.

She was the only right thing in my life.

And I could not believe myself, trying to take her out of it.

I woke up out of my beautiful memory of us, to my horrendous reality.

I am sitting beside the most important person in my life.

In the hospital, after I saw her blocked out near the shore line.

I held her hand.

"Aya... can you hear me?" I whispered in her ear

"The doctor said, that you can still hear me, that talking to you can help you... or help me atleast."

"Aya... i dont know if you can actually hear me. But, ill just give it a shot."

"I'm sorry for breaking your heart. Im sorry for listening to your brother's plan, of what's best for you."

"That I was not the best for you. I should have been more selfish, but in my mind... your just too important for me, that I dont understand why you would love someone like me."

"Your brother's were right. I was bad for you, look what happened to you now."

"Everyone I love, would get hurt because of me. They would die, just like my mom."

"Or leave me, just like my dad. I had no idea what it felt like to love, and I had no plan to."

"Until I met you. Aya, please wake up"

"God, please. I know I dont pray to you often, I stopped when my mom died. I stopped believing in you, but God. Please dont take her away from me."

"She's all that I got, and she's everything I need. You took away the only person who loves me, please dont take her. I love her. Is it too much to ask, for me to have her. Just her." I whispered a prayer, and hope God heard it.

Author's note:
Happy weekend guys! I hope you're all safe in your home there in the Philippines. I was super inspired by the consistent notifications from you guys. :) thank you very much!

I appreciate all your messages, comments and votes. Thank you very much again for brightening my days.

Keep safe and warm love!

-bigbadwolf