Just friends

White dress

Am I too close minded to think that my dream is consist of one thing - her.

I embraced her, kissed her in the forehead.

"let's go?" I told her.

"I don't want to" she said. 

She don't want to let go of her embrace, and I don't want to as well.

"I don't want to go" she said.

"I don't want to go as well, but your family will pick you up soon - and they dont know about me" I told her, and she frowned.

"My king..." she said in whisper. I kissed her forehead once again, and slowly brought her to the car.

She took a deep breath and looked at me, and finally went inside the car

"I didn't mean it that way king." she said out of the long silence.

"Thanks for your surprise, I really love it." she said while looking at me intently.

"are you still mad at me?" she asked.

"I wasn't mad." I said.

"then why are you acting like that?" she said annoyed.

"acting what?" I said.

"KING! for crying out loud! If your mad at me, just say it. - JUST FUCKING SAY IT!" she screamed at me, her eyes was starting to be red, taunting me with guilt.

I took a deep breath, stopped the car on the side of the road and went outside.

I tried to compose myself - tried.

She followed me outside the car.

"King..." she said, sounding apologetic.

"I didn't mean to scream at you... king..." she said and hug me again.

"I'm not mad." I said.

"But - it hurts to know i'm not part of your future." I continued, she was shocked.

"where did that come from!? I never said, I don't want you to be part of my future!" she said.

"I said, I'm not ready. King... I love you, I do. And, like I said a while ago, I will marry you... but I have other plans in my life - other things I wanted to achieve for myself." she explained.

"Is it wrong for me to be ambitious? to dream for more, for bigger things in life" she explained.

"No, my love. But, I just want to at least be part of that dream." I answered her.

"You are. Of course you are. My dream would never be complete without you." she said.

I smiled at her. Oh what love has done to me. 

I pulled her close to me, grab her face and slowly caress it, slowly going near her beautiful lips.

Our lips are less than an inch apart - then my phone rang.

"Hello Kuya allen"

"Please tell me your near the hospital NOW" he said.

"Almost there." I sighed.

"Good. bye" he said, and drop the call.

"why?" she said.

"reality calling" I told her, I walked going back to the car while holding her hand.

She pulled my hand, grab my face and kissed me - in the lips.

It was short and passionate.

Damn. my woman knows how to kiss.

"let's go" she said and smiled, and he left me dazed.