Just friends

Selfish

I storm out of the room, trying to stop the tears falling out of my eyes.

I am so confused.

Then as if my head spinning wasn't enough, I bumped to the last person I dont want to see right now.

"Bae... are you okay?" He said. I can feel the same concern he had for me.

He held my arms, and I pushed it away.

"Im okay." I said. My voice was cracking, as I try to control my feelings.

"I know you, whats wrong?" He asked patiently.

I look in his eyes, my heart skipped a beat. Now that everything was clear.

Now that I know the truth, I cant seem to hate him. Its so typical andre, who would always chose to sacrifise his happiness.

Its so typical of him to love someone unconditionally.

Its so typical andre, that ive always fallen for since we were kids.

"Im fine." I lied again.

"Stop lying aya, tell me what's wrong" he said.

"Why did you have to look for me?" I asked him.

"Why are you still here?" I said.

"I know I dont have a right to..." he said.

"I dont care what you think, just tell me why are you doing all this things?" I asked him again.

He looked at my eyes, I saw the same look he always gave me before. He always had that same endearing look, it never changed. At least not for him.

"Aya, you know I care for you"

"You only care about me?"

"Your the most special person in my life"

"I cant live without you by my side" he said.

"Being special doesn't count as love." I said.

"And I loved you, I was always honest about that." The words slip out of my mouth, I regret saying it the moment I said it.

He had this confused look in his face.

"This is the only way I can be with you forever aya" he said.

I saw his eyes, he was fighting the tears to fall.

Ive known him since I was a kid, there were only 3 times we saw him cry.

1. When his parents die.
2. When his grand parents made him go to US to study.

And now.

"Aya, lets go back" he said.

Then suddenly King pops out of nowhere.

"You can go first" King said coldly.

Shit. Have he heard what I said?

I try to discreetly look what his reaction is.

His eyes is cold, he looked mad. And he still looks hot.

Shit raging hormones!

Now is not the time.

"I wasn't talking to you" andre said coldy.

"Aya, lets go" king said. He secured his right arm over my shoulder, and held my right hand with his left hand.

It looks like we were tied together.

It was hilarious.

After all those drama, I felt better being in his arms.

"Until when do you plan to walk like this?" I joked.

"Until you tell me, what's happening back there?" He said coldly.

He was obviously mad. He's lips formed into a cute pout, it was so hard to focus.

I cant help but smile at how cute he is.

"Are you serious?" I said.

"Dead serious." He said, with no hint of joke on his face.

"King, its nothing" I said while looking down.

"You hate liars right?" He said.

"So as I" he continued.

He let go of my hand, and took a few steps away from me.

I felt my heart breaking again.

I suddenly felt running to him, hugged him from the back.

"It was nothing, my king." I said.

"It was so easy for you to tell him you love him." He said, I could feel his anger.

"Loved. Past tense. I said I loved him" I emphasized the D part.

"Wow. Do you think saying you love"d" him again and again to me, makes me feel better" he said sarcastically while looking at me, breaking my embrace but holding my hand again.

"I love you. Present tense. I will love you forever. Future tense" I said.

"I dont believe in forever" he said with pain in his eyes.

"But, I do." I told him reassuring.

"You still love him" he said it, without a hint of question.

"I dont know." I said.

"Sometimes being honest hurts" he said.

"You hate liars right? I dont want you to hate me..." I said.

"I could never hate you"

Honestly, I feel confused about how I feel about andre, but there is one thing I am sure of.

This jealous guy in front of me, with his brows formed in a line, and lips in a pout but still would never let go of my hand, even when he's mad.

I LOVE HIM...

I look in his eyes and said

"I am confused with how I feel for him. But, there is something I am sure of."

"I never love anyone like this before" I touch his cheeks.

I felt my heart racing.

"I love you, and I will never get tired of saying it." He said.

"I will never get tired of showing it"

"I know, saying this is awkward..."

We both smile. It felt like we were pouring our hearts out in a telenovela to be exact.

"But, i will never let a day pass without you knowing how much I love you." He said.

"Because that's who I am. I am selfish, I dont like sharing" he said it with a dangerous tone on his voice.

I smiled. He looks cute when jealous.

"I am not joking. What's mine is mine." He said.

"Your mine" I said.