Remember Me, Paradise (Completed)

XI: Questions

Author's note :  To my beloved chrillians I am truly sorry with the typographical errors. I am not writing thru my loptop but instead I am using my phone. I will try editing next time :)
Love,
IMPING

"There are times that the world conveys many questions without a single answer. It's called Rhetorical."
         

XI:  Questions

One week. Seven hours. Thirty five minutes. Ten seconds. And one hopeful afternoon.

That's how long Rolf and I did not talk to each other. He doesn't call no more. When he sees me at school, he pretends to laugh at loud with Gena and pretends I don't exist at all.

That's how cold he got since that night I got drunk.

Why is he doing this to me?

What did I do to make him mad at me? I mean he does jerk things all the time to me but I don't get to complain.

But him? I did one night out drunk, and he doesn't want to talk to me. It is unfair.

Drew on the other hand came to visit in my house the other day. He apologised for not taking care of me at the party and for not sending me home safely.

Drew is just gorgeous and upright. Unlike Rolf who's mood swings are up like a lady having menopausal breaks.

Well, I still managed to go to school without Rolf. Go to swimming practice without him threatening my life or even go to the public library without seeing him flirting around.

But...

It felt kinda lonely. It feels like something is lacking and missing.

I don't know. I guess I miss him bad.

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Sembreak came early. I just finished my boring calculus exam and already felt the two months freedom.

I went directly to this new techno shop to fetch my new phone. Dad did not give me allowance to buy a new one and said I have to earn for it as his punishment for getting drunk at eighteen. At some point Erin and I told him the whole story of the party leaving the part of the near kiss attempt.

I was delighted to hold my new blue covered Iphone. I excitedly check the phone out when someone bump me hard I almost drop my phone. Luckily I grabbed it tight so it was safe in my hands.

"Sorry.." said the lady.

I turned around since I recognised the voice of the culprit. It was Andria, Rolf's mom.

She smiled apologetically and hugged me tight.

"Hey..how are you Dice? Long time no see huh.." Andria hugged me again.

"Yeah.. I missed you.. why are you here?" I asked trying to avoid future Rolf related question.

"I was getting my Ipod fixed. You know.. it's helping me relax.." she giggled. I chuckled too.

"Why I don't see you around with Rolf lately?"

Uh oh. This is it. A Rolf related question.

"Uhm.. you know.. he's always going out with Gena, the miracle. And it will be weird if I'll be third wheeling..haha.." I spoke like an idiot.

"Yeah.. he's always out with that girl. Sometimes I just wished it was you Dice.. I mean don't get me wrong but you know Rolf like the back of your hand..and it would be nice if the two of you ended up with each other.."