Remember Me, Paradise (Completed)

XVI: Guilt

"When you try to forget, what is the chance that you can still
remember?"

XVI:  Guilt

"I know you're hurrying to see her but please let us be safe man.. god!"

Drew is a coward. I want to punch him in the face. So what if I put a little action on the gas? I wanted to see Dice and prove him wrong. And prove to myself he is wrong.

I frantically maneuver to the side of the town where the Heathers are located. God let me see her and let her be the same Dice who doesn't do anything stupid.

"Watch the trash dude! watch it!"

"Can you please stop screaming like a girl?"

"I am trying to calm down here but since we are literally flying this car I can't help it!"

I wanted to be annoyed and push him  out of the car but I remembered this punk also saved my life, so I owe him.

"If you are making things up I swear I'm going to hurt you "

I threatened him again. Giving him my crook look.

"Go on.. hurt me.. but what will hurt you most are the things you're gonna find out "

He smirked like a little devil in my sight. But what if he's right? what if the things that I am about to unfold will hurt me more?

My mind is playing tricks on me again. What the hell, I'm gonna find out.

I parked the car a block away from Dice's house. What if she's there and doesn't want to talk to me? what if she really had an accident and had an amnesia? the eff with this!

"What are you waiting for?"

"What?!"

"I mean go out there and step up!"

"Can you not see I am trying to make a plan here?" I am already crossing my brows, annoyed.

"Man.. go out there and make a move. And finally find out what you have been asking.."

I turned to Drew and gave him another horrid look.

"Wait a minute. How sure are you that you are not just making this all up?" I am giving him my most doubtful look.

"Because I was there.. when she made all those scars thinking about you. I was there when she was so scared but making a hero of herself.  Because.."

Drew looked away trying to hide his tears I guess.

"Because I was there the morning she had to be revived back to life thinking about how she can give yours back.. and how'd she forget all of us after that. Of course that includes you Rolf.."

Drew never spoke to me again still looking away. I then decided to go out and man up.

Man.. this is not a good thing to do.

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"Pssttt.."

I look around. I saw Drew from a distance peeping out in a window of my car calling me out.

"What?!" I mouthed.

"Why are you not knocking? scared much?" he slightly whispered the words but still reached my ears and annoyed me.

I mentally kicked his ass for annoying me.

It is true though. I was kind of chickening out, taking crap out of me. I was standing still outside Dice's door and doing nothing but stare at it for almost twenty minutes now.