Remember Me, Paradise (Completed)

XIX: Collide

"I wished I have told you something.. before you have forgotten everything.."

XIX: Collide

"I'm doing it all for you Rolf.. don't worry needles and knives don't scare me.. just remember one thing.. this is all for you.. and whatever may happen to me.. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.."

"No Dice don't!"

I practically jumped out of bed acting like crazy opening my sleepy eyes. It was just a dream and it's not a nice one.

Dice's scars and presence were both huntingly real. Her face is huntingly beautiful. I was sweating all over my body when I realized it's still five in the morning.

I wiped the sweats off my body and decided to just wake up and face the hunting dawn. Dice's experience of reviving me back to life is now envoking me with pure guilt. I can't stand it. I really have to talk to her and make amends or else I will lose it. Fuck.

I stood up and wore my jogging suit and decided to sweat all the worries inside me. I leaped off the stairs and immediately went out the house.

I wandered through the dark street alone and was bugged off with the idea of Dice lying on an OR table being sliced up. I can't get it out of my head.

I started my pace slow and then starting to pump force unto my shoes and just run. I never minded the minutes that had passed and kept on running. Thirty minutes or so I came across the old swimming gym. I was nose flaring already that I decided to enter the gym and just reminisce everything in there.

I did the same old trick entering the premises and instantly remembered how'd I scare Dice to death. Those were good times and now all of those were mere memories.

The gym was quiet and peaceful. The water in the pool was just steady. The ambiance and Dice's memory in this gym made me calm. I roamed around the pool side and did some stretchings. I badly need exercise since I need to be healthy and live a long life for the girl who gave away hers.

I started to walk away from the pool side when I heard footseps inside the locker room. I can't be wrong. There are several footsteps in there. Shit.

"Anyone there?!"

I asked calmy but making sure that I don't sound gay. If someone's making fun of me they better get me good or else they'll end up dead. And I'm serious.

The footsteps stopped and I became curious as to who it was. I walked inside the dark locker room only to find a guy in his pajamas and wearing a dark loose hoody. I tiptoed like a girl towards the guy to caught him in the act. I planned to grab him and kick him in the ass. It did not sound heroic but I will tear him apart if it needs to.

The guy was just sitting down on the bench and just starring at the pictures of the swimming team up in the wall. He must be a pervert and was doing his cheap act in the girl's locker room.

I was only an inch away from him when I grabbed him and pinned him down in the floor. The sound of the impact of his back hitting the floor was terrible that he made a loud hurt voice.

"Oww.."

He did not sound right. Like he was a girl or something. Still I grabbed his collar, pinned him on the floor and resided on top of him so he can't make a move.

"Who the hell are you? are you a perv?!"

I asked frantically and was still grabbing him by the collar when the guy removed the hood from his face and the revelation made me froze to death. Now I sounded gay.

"Get off me.."

The hooded guy had spoken. I was still in pure shock. I saw this beautiful green eyes looking through me. Her brown hair that just touches her shoulder and now slowly revealing her beautiful face. I must admit it. I think I fell inloved again.