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"Lills you have no bloody eggs in the house, omy who does not have eggs in their house, what the hell is this" the angry sound of my bestfriends voice awoke me. I could hear drawers open and then close, and then the stairs creak. He opened my door slightly and whispered "Im going to head out and grab some eggs, the boys are still sleeping by the way" i didnt respond instead i threw the quilt over my head whilst he grabbed my house keys from the side draw. Once he was gone i waited for the sound of the front door to open then close and then i drowned back into a cosy sleep.
2 hours later:
After a good few hours of sleep i got up and made my way to the bathroom. I could hear the sound of the boys playing COD AW downstairs, i freshened up and decided to join them. Unlocking the bathroom door i headed downstairs. Aaron and Kasper froze staring whilst Junior starting sharking me pointing to the stairs. My mind went blank, i was so confused. "Whaat man" i moaned. "Lills you have no pants on and your hoodies barely knee legnth, so please go and put on some pants" damn i thought my best friend was so protective. "Sorry dad" i chuckled making my way upstairs. Finding a clean pair of leggings i put them on and made my way downstairs again. This time they were concentrated on the game and decided to ignore me. I made my way to the kitchen and found my meds and a glass of milk with a note saying 'take your meds', it was definitley Juniors horrible handwritting. I picked up the glass and swallowed all different meds together, and then went back into the front room and sat watching the boys play.
After playing, Junior told me him and the boys had plans. I could understand, i mean it was the start of winter break; im sure they'd all much more prefer being out than sitting here babysitting me. "Ayt b thankyou all alot for this, il see you around then iguess" i said whilst following them into the hallway. "See you around babes; remember call me if anythings needed also dont make contact with Reese" and with that they left.
It was barely even midday and i had absolutely no plans at all, until my phone rang. I answered without looking because i needed company anyway. "Yes how can i help you" i asked. "Hi Lills i was thinking of coming over again today, i saw Junior head out and thought you'd be alone" oh my gad, i couldnt even say something like im going out, because thats when the doorball rang; and there he was like sexy on legs. Reese. He stood smiling innocently. I didnt realise how sharp his jawline was under the sun rays, and not to mention his strong ass cheekbones. Damn he was fine. A part of me enjoyed him being around, but then another part of me feared him. He walked into the front room and sat on the beanbags. I shut the front door and walked into the front room also. And then he challnged me to COD. We played for hours, laughing and shouting. It reminded me of how it used to be, however i would always be in his lap. But i couldn't bear to think about going anwhere too close to him anymore. Not after the other night, and the night a few years back.
After a while we got bored and decided to get high because i had leftover weed from last week. We sat in my bedroom on the floor, next to the heater. I grinded the weed and then put it into a roll up which he than rolled up and set alight. I was out in the first 7 puffs. The weed was a little too strong. I felt so off it, my eyebrows were falling off my face. I got up and had a giggling fit whilst Reese attempted to dettatch my radiator from the wall. I then felt my eyebrows fall off and we both satrted looking for them. "Hangon Reese i have different here let me get them stuck back on my head" I said whilst picking up and eyebrow. "Here give me one" Reese snatched my eyebrow and ran, i chased him yelling "GIVE ME BACK MY THINGS ONE EYEBROW IS MINE" we laughed and laughed until it started to wear off.
2 hours later:
After a few hours we were almost sober and went out to get some drinks and snacks. I had totally forgot about what Junior had said until he saw me. "Lils Reese what you both doing" he asked looking suprised. Reese stupidly blurted out that we got high and now needed food. The look on Juniors face was very scary. His jaw clenched however, he breathed and told Reese to go home because he wanted words with me. Reese would usually listen but today he rebelled. "No wtf JJ leave us alone man " he then grabbed my arm and walked us home. I was a little terrified at first but then Reese comforted me and told me he just missed being away from me. It sort of made me feel special. We then played a bit of football and Reese dropped me off home whilst going back to his.
I sat in my bed cold and lonely. Recent events really got my mind thinking. Maybe Reese was not all bad, maybe he was genuinely sorry. Maybe i should give him another chance. I mean a few years before it happened, we were like siblings. He looked after me and understood me even with my bipolar, and other disorders. He accepted me for who i am. And even when i was at my weakest he was still there.
Overthinking would lead to a badmood, so i decided to read. I pulled out 'Suitcase Kid' by Jaqueline Wilson; because that was my favourite childhood book. And read it for the 100th time. I was reading quietly when i suddenly heard a loud bang from downstairs...
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