Mama what happened to me?

Chapter Nine.

A/N: Thankyou for reading, continue sharing and voting. I update every few weeks, most of the story is personal experience, however some parts have been put in for your own entertainment- safe.

(Play the song above)

The volume of the music started increasing. Vibrations hit against the four walls of the room. I felt my body in rythm with the crowd. Everyone moved so swiftly. My body started dancing on its own, then I felt my fag drop, and my arms move up and in sync with my leg movements. I started dancing; losing myself inside the music. I closed my eyes and started moving with all I had inside of me. Before I knew it I heard people cheering me on; I was in the middle of the crowd entertaining hundreds of people. I felt so alive - so free. I danced and danced tilll the crowd joined, and we all moved our bodies in sync with eachother. My adrenanline rushed up and we all started jumping. Screaming the chorus of the song. It felt great being part of something so beautifully crazy. Once the music slowed down, we all calmed down a little. I felt my head spinning and needed to get out for some air.

Pushing through the sweaty hyped crowd, I made it to the exit door.

(Stop playing music)

Using all my force, I pushed the door and felt the cold winter air hit against my face. I smiled to myself, feeling as if I accomplished a deadly mission. Walking out, I pressed my back against a metal fence and closed my eyes. Why was I here. What was I doing. Tears fled through my eyes, not from anger or sadness. I just felt, I felt happy after so long; I guess it all confused me. I started shivering, not realising my hoodie had disappeared somewhere inside- whilst dancing. With just my emoji t-shirt on,I hugged myself for warmth. I closed my eyes again and felt a rush of happiness and warmth inside. And the I felt a warm fleece over my shoulders. I turned so fast it managed to slip off. On my side. He was there. Blue eyes. Looking fine as ever. "You dance quite well for a shy girl" he smirked and said so without staring towards me, but at the door straight ahead. Did he just call me shy? Excuse me sorry, is this banter club? Hangon are we on banter train? Shy? Me? Is he dickhead blud. "Uhm thanks" I chuckled. I obviously couldn't say what I thought. He'd probably spark me. "No go on, say it please, rant at me" what, did I accidently say all that loudly. He looked at me as I furrowed my brows, and put on my confused impression. "What? You clenched your jaw and raised your brow when I called you shy, so I clocked you was vexed so go on.." I looked at him, and then spoke "Are you a dickhead? Shy? Me? Do you even know me? No, exactly so please shut the fuck up, thanks" I said without breaking the stare. He started laughing. Wow. Ok.

"Why do you think your hard" he questioned. Then I laughed. Wow he was a jerk. "Please leave me alone thanks" I said after walking off. Damn it, good looks but very shitty personality. I walked down and towards the grove close to my house. Then I heard someone scream my name. I turned back to face him. Dickcuntface. "What" I said rudely. "Now now Lillita, that is not the way to speak to someone" he said smirking. "Oh my greatest apologese blue eyes, let me start again; fuck off and leave me alone you good looking fucking jeark damn, I want to bash your head against glass but then fix you" He stared and then spoke "Hi, im Danny" he put out his hand for me too shake, I felt so guilty for my outburst. I took out my hand and just as I was about to shake, he turned his back towards me and said "Shame we can't be associates seeing as your so awfully rude Lillita" and with that he walked up the road. Damn it! Now I had a real reason to hate him; he was Reese's best mate after all so he was 100% jerk. But for some reason, I felt he was challenging me. And with that thought I made my was home and slept.