Mama what happened to me?

Chapter Five

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He started washing up our plates whilst i binned the leftovers. "You dont mind me being here do you" he asked i was about to say yes, yes i do bloody mind you being inside my house at night without an invitation, but then he spoke "I guess not; well good because i got insidious 3 and were gonna watch that"; he turned around and dried his hands with the towel. He was walking now, closer and closer towards me. I looked down. His shoeless feet tiptoed up and i heard the cupboard open. Thankgod i thought. He grabbed the popcorn and headed inside. Taking a deep breath i followed his lead. The curtains were drawed and he was wrapped up in a blanket with popcorn. He looked so cute. "Come on Lills im about to start the movie". I took off my shoes and hoped onto the sofa keeping my distance from him. I wanted the blanket because im more scared that he will ever be, but i didnt want him to know so i sat quitley shivering. Id watched this before luckily, so id know when to close my eyes. He didnt once screech or look away. I picked up the bowl of popcorn and started crunching to block out the scary screams. He shuffled a little then took his arm out the blanket and turned towards me. The darkness hid away my fearful look and his powerful gaze. " Stop crunching " he whispered harshly, i got all teary i thought he was about to slap me or start shouting any time soon. Damn my childhood made me fear an angry person alot. I turned and stared blankly at the screen not breathing or saying a word. "Sorry Lills" he whispered after a few minutes. He stopped the movie and turned towards me. " Are you okay, i know how you fear people who get angry with you and im sorry because i wasnt angry but i just sounded it i guess" his tone was stern but sympathetic. I nodded and looked down hugging myself for warmth. He started the movie again and then wrapped the blanket around me carefully and quietly. Butterflies jumped about my belly excited to be free again. I snuggled in and lie on his chest greatful for the act whilst he wrapped his musclely arms around my petite body.

An hour into the movie the popcorn had finished. So i got up and walked into the kitchen to refill. Once the bowl was full i was about to grab it and turn around when suddenly the light switched off. I froze and realised he had followed me and was walking towards me. I turned to face the desk and put the bowl down. I felt his arms on my shoulders rubbing up and down, his tall body leaning over mine. Then he burried his head into my neck sniffing me as if i were his prey; with the tip of his tongue he licked my sensitive areas on my neck and then whispered so closely into my ears " Ive waited so long to hold you again" and nibbled gently kissing behind my ear. I froze i could escape but i chose not too. I hadnt felt so good in ages. He made his way down from my ear to my neck kissing each cm and then spun me around placing his big hands on my tiny waist; with his head still burried into my neck. He moaned against my heated flesh and started licking the spot he was about to dig into. Sucking as if he hadnt eaten in days he had now picked me up and placed me on the worktop, his body inbetween my legs. He nibbled so seductively repeting over and over again how tasty i was. I moaned which got him smiling against my flesh. He then finished me off and moved his lips towards mine. The darkness made me a lot more horny than i shouldve been. This time i made the moves. My lifeless arms held his neck; i circled my fingertips around the back and side of his neck then without thinking i moved in closer, licking his top lip and then bitting onto his bottom lip, it was so plump so juicy; i sucked and then used both my lips to seal with his; it felt so magical electricity between us. Our lips in sync with eachother. After a few kisses we stopped. He took me off the desk and then held me silently whilst i stood amazed by the events that ust happened. I did it, i thought i got over my fears of him; i finally learnt to let go.