Mama what happened to me?

Chapter Six

A/N: Thankyou for reading; do keep sharing and voting; this is going to be a short chapter but i will update soon.

The rest of the night was a blur; it was tensely awkward and i immediently regreted giving myself in too him. Mum called and told us she would be away the whole winter break with the family; and said she would send in more cash. 

Reese continiously kept trying to touch inbetween my thighs and make vile sexual comments. I felt afraid of him and images from that night flashed through my mind, making me shiver and swallow my own sick. I felt as if it had happened again, tonight that itd all be my fault. I needed air i needed to be away from him there was still 6 hours till daylight and id never felt so terrified of my own house. I went to the bathroom locked myself in, and opened up the cabinet to find my emergency fag packet; i pulled the lighter out of my pocket and placed the cancer stick between my lips setting it alight. I took a few drags and then thought itd be best to call Junior; my best man the one boy i opened up to, the one boy who'd kill for me, my ride or die basically. Impatiently and a little anxious i waited for the ringing to stop. "Yo you good b?" i admired our relationship a lot. We could not talk for days but if we ever had an emergency we would turn to eachother, and not have an argument about how we only ever called if we needed something. It was not excatly snakey though; he was always going to be there for me and me always there for him.                                                                                                                                 "Junny, babe Reese is over at mine and well basically hangon il explain all of it, he took me to nandos and apolgised and cried etc and then my mum called his mum to babysit me however he showed up and now well basically i, well he, well we, made out and now i feel so vunreble and his being really sexual, and im scared and i wish it hadnt happened and i want him gone but im to scared to tell him to leave just incase he abuses me or does what he did before and idk junny i need you" jheez it was hard to say all that without crying. 

"Wow Lills please tell me your not around him right now..." he asked with worry in his voice. 

"No i managed to escape i locked myself in the toilet" i quickly dashed my fag out the window whilst also closing and locking it. 

"Ayt ill be there in 5 with my boys stay put dont leave the toilet and if he tries anything scream" i could hear him pick up his keys and then the line went dead. My heart was racing. Part of my brain told me i was over reacting, but it was only natural to feel the way i did after the thing that happened. 

A few long minutes later; i heard Reese calling my name, i panicked my breath caught in my throat and i started feeling dizzy. "Lills Junior is here" those three words sent relief through my whole body, i quickly unlocked the door and ran into the living room. Reese, Junior, Kasper and Aaron all sat staring at me whilst i tried catching my breath, panting like a dog i sat down besides Junior and leaned on him for support. He turned to face me and said "Lills i was just telling Reese about how your dad rang telling me to help you with a few things" he started touching the tip of his nose. Typical Junior he tend to touch his nose when he lied. "Oh shit ye i totally forgot omg" and without anything more being said i got up and opened the front door for Reese to leave.

Once he had gone i thanked Junior and he said it was safer if him and his mates crashed over mines for the night; so thats what happened, i took Mia's room and the boys took mine.