-1

56 4 0
                                    

As soon as the cold metal of the knife entered my stomach, I knew it was the end. All my senses tingled and then came an unbearable pain and then numbness. I watched the blood trickle slowly from me and what came next made me regret it all even more. My mother walked through the kitchen door and saw me, she saw me digging a knife into myself, she saw the blood flow and my tears fall, she saw all life leave my eyes and she caught me as I fell to the floor. Senseless.

I was dead.

I saw my mum cry, I couldn't hear her though, my eyes were set wide open and there was nothing I could do to console her. I couldn't put my arm around her shoulder and tell her everything would be ok. I couldn't do anything and it was all my fault.

Light Heart (ON HOLD)Where stories live. Discover now