Finding Myself [Amy Cimorelli Story] [COMPLETED]

Chapter 8:Amy's Risk

A/N:Notice how all the chapters will mention Amy and a certain mood or situation. NOTE, there are mature themes in this chapter, again be prepared.

Amy here, let's just go.

Day 365:December 14th, 2013 continued

It started to get to the point where I need to think of a backup plan. But then I noticed something else, my mermaid name was given. It was Mermaid Ice AKA Amy Syren. OK wait just a minute, I am Amy Elizabeth Cimorelli! So what did I do? I threw my pillow hard to the ground in furious anger. Dani raced to my room and consoled me. She told me, 'Hang in there Amy, I love you.' WAIT! Did Dani just say she loves me!? But then it really dawned on me, UGH! I really need to get focused. Unfortunately, nothing noteworthy happened other than me staying in my room all day and my other sisters except for Lauren not bothering to see me until late afternoon. FFS. You're supposed to be there for your younger sister in need and you blow me off? :(

Day 366:December 15th, 2013

Dani prepared my breakfast. She was sick of me eating all the pancakes and bacon so she made me ham and eggs. It's doable but I needed to be cautious. Just a year ago she wanted to rip me to shreds, and now she's like my #1 fan. What is this girl thinking? Then I heard her mumble something. She said, 'All in all a day's work. You're worth it my Amy.' My Amy? Uh OK that didn't sound coherent. Still, where were my older sisters?! I hadn't really heard much from them lately. Not even my parents or brothers. Was I queen of the house? Really? I am not celebrating because I am legit worried. Meanwhile since when did Dani know how to cook? She's 13! Dani stammered, 'I want to be a leader.' Uh, Dani I'm the oldest. I'm 18! But I'm also the smallest. :( Well, yeah. We had fun the rest of the day, but when it got to late at night,  Lauren told me she wanted to try guitar. I suggested Dani teach her since well, I have my own problems right now. Sorry Lauren. :( Night.

Day 367:12/16/13

Have you ever wondered what would life be like if you were the oldest in your family? Me.  We noticed Lisa finally returned. Apparently she went on vacation. WITHOUT TELLING US! Like Lisa, you could have told us sooner! Christina was right behind and said, 'Sorry we didn't tell you where we went. It was last minute.' I'll buy that excuse I guess. Katherine was nowhere to be found. Hmm.

Time would pass and Katherine would be back 3 days later. This is when I needed to tell my secret.

Day 371:12/20/13

I called a band meeting and my sisters joined me downstairs. I speak here in text.

'Girls, I need to tell you my secret. Brace yourself, it's coming.'

*minutes later*

'I have a dark side I need to shed. I also have this mermaid side that is connected. I am Amy Syren, Mermaid Ice. But I'm really Amy Elizabeth Cimorelli.' What upset me further is my tail was getting 'tighter' and my skin was changing color slightly, well not slightly but...

MAJORLY!

I now had blue skin, a purple tail and noticed my shirt was replaced. Worse yet, the tail seemed like it fused with my skin, and then the tail turned blue as well. I was now all blue. OMG! I HATE THIS POS! I was now literally Mermaid Ice. Then another voice in my head screamed, 'You are Mermaid Ice, not Amy Cimorelli or Amy Syren. Allow me to make the name permanent and your form permanent.' OH NO! I CAN'T HAVE THIS HAPPEN! APPARENTLY WHOEVER IS DOING THIS WANTS ME TO FEEL MISERABLE!

*That night*

As I was going to bed I was greeted by a mermaid by the name of Hannah Johnson. She wanted me to close my eyes as she worked something. OK....Then an even bigger fear hit me.

I was stuck in this form. :((( I must defeat...oh no, not Dr. Skull again! I tried everything but this was real skin, I was completely blue. I seriously wanted to cry, I seriously wanted to kill myself. I can't live like this. Even worse, I noticed I was losing more human feeling. Part of my head was replaced with that of a fish's. I was livid. CIMORELLI, GET YOUR DAMN BUTTS IN HERE RIGHT NOW! WE HAVE A GODDAMN EMERGENCY!

Day 372:12/21/13

We talked throughout the night, a good 8 hours. If I didn't do something, I will be a fish monster forever. I know who is behind this! HE MUST DIE RIGHT NOW!

TBC

Amy:Yeah, I don't know. But I will be strong. See you soon for Chapter 9, if I live that long.

~AmyCim

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