Living For My Love <3

Where r Ü now that i need u

{A/N: OMFG! guys I'm so sorry.. Like honestly I miss writing this story and 83 reads?! Wtf when I last checked this about a months ago I had 25!!! Thank you so much. So I haven't updated in a while because a lot has been going on in my life right now and I had my phone takes off me for a few weeks and the rest of the weeks I didn't really feel like doing anything.. Its kind of personal but yes. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR VOTES AND READ AND STUFF... START COMMENTING MORE!!! I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH }

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(Scotts P.O.V)

Lately I've been feeling really depressed, like I miss Mitch. I haven't seen him in a while. That face carved of a thousand angels (A/N - DAT reference doe). His perfect pearly white smile. Ugh. Where is he now that I need him? I honestly really like that boy. I hope he is okay. And here is me, in my room. House. Alone. All by myself. I've also been clean for a while. Im so very proud of myself. But its what I have to do. I deserve this. I don't deserve to be able to have this, I don't know, relationship with Mitch. He is perfect. Then there is me.

I got up off my uncomfortable, old bed and plodded to the bathroom. I look up and myself in the mirror and stared in shame. I open up the cabinet and got my blade, and took another look at myself in the mirror
"When will it be my turn to be pretty?" I questioned myself as I dragged the cold, silver object across my wrist. It feels so good. So... Right. This is what I was meant to do. I repeat this a couple pm
re times, I accidentally cut a bit to deep. This results in me trying to clean it up straight away. During this process I get a text from Mitch! MITCH! I can tell it's home because I set a cute little ring tone for him hehe. Oh god. It was a text saying he was coming over. He... He lives next door. And my wrist is currently pumping out a fountain of crimson red blood.

(Mitch's P.O.V)

I miss Scott so much, I'm so lucky that I got him as my 'co doctor' if you want. Omg, I just remembered, I have his number!!! I can text him! I grabbed my phone and pulled up Scotts name I had it saved as 'Scottie❤'
"Hey Noodle, I'm coming over, make sure u ain't naked or nuting... Actually make sure ur naked lmao"
Sent:7:44 pm
Read:7:55 pm

I waited a couple of minutes for a reply of Scott, and I didn't get one. That made me jump up straight away and sprint to his house.
"He is probably just busy, stop stressing god"  I thought to myself.
I got to his front door and knocked. No answer of course. So I tried the door and YES! Its open. I quietly enter his house and here something upstairs. I hear footsteps, then a few sniffs and then a door lock. At this is bolted up his ridiculously tight stair case and ran straight to the bathroom. Locked of course.
"Scottie, are you in there? It's Mitchy?" I state calmly, but I'm panicking inside.
I hear a loud bang come from inside the bathroom.
"FUCK!" I screamed.
I went into his mums room, she will surely have bobby pins. Aha! I found one by her drawers. I sprinted back to the bathroom and picked the lock.
I got it!! "FUCK YES MITCH! YOUR ON FIRE!"  I shouted in my head.
I open the door cautiously.
"Scott... OMG SCOTT NO!?" I gasped and burst into a fit of tears.

{A/N: I hope u liked this! Omg I feel bad now. Left a cliffhanger I will update tomorrow or maybe even later I promise!! Like pinky promise. But u need to comment things, yes! Comment what your favorite song off the new PTX album is!!! I LOVE YOU ALL.  See u sooonnn}