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13

Harry

The giggles rose from Nola's mouth as I tickled her mercilessly.

"Harrrryy!" She slurs. "S-stop!" She laughs harder.

"No way funny bunny." I said as I tickled her some more.

"Z-zaynie help!" She yells. I laughed hard as she struggled to get out of my grip.

"No one can save you." I growl playfully. Tears begin to roll from her eyes and I slowed down so that she won't die of laughter. Out of no where I feel someone tackle me from behind. "Oomf" the sound escapes from me. I land besides Nola as my sides begin to tickle immediately.

I feel a set of skinny long fingers mixed with small slim ones running along my ribcage. I try to hold in my laugher but I can feel it bubbling up. I held it for a minute until bunny slips her small hands under my arms. I couldn't hold it any longer and the laugh escaped me whole heartedly.

My cheeks started to hurt from laughing so much. 

"Uncle! Uncle!" I yell. The hands stop.

"Ha ha. I win Haz!" Her voice calls out.

"Yeah we win Hazza!" Zayn says laughing as I sat up with my forearms supporting me.

My heart melted as I looked at my favorite two people in the world laughing like that. They looked happy. It was all I wanted for them. To be happy. I wish I could keep them this way. But I know their hearts are going to get broken bad things will happen. I won't be able to be there all the time.

I couldn't help but think we looked like a family. And that made me smile even more. I hold up my hand.

"Alright- alright you won." I say. They look at each other and high five. I roll my eyes playfully. "Hey what happened to us being a team Z?" I pouted pretending to feel betrayed.

"Sorry Harry." He shrugs. "Baby Styles is way cooler than you. I'd rather be on her team." He says smugly. I place a hand over my heart and gasps.

"Hey I'm no baby." She says with a pout her cheeks puffing. Zayn laughs.

"Of courses not." Zayn reaches forward to pinch her spotted cheeks. She giggles.

"So what do you want to do?" I asked my babies. Nola looks directly at me with wide eyes and a bright smile.

"Can we see mumma now?" She asks. I got to say something but she moves forward to sit halfway on my lap. "Oh pleassse, Harry. You promised." I sigh.

"I know bunny.. But don't you want to do something else before we go?" I ask. Honestly I was dreading to go back to my mothers. I didn't know what to expect and I don't want to expose Nola in any type of environment like that again.

"No." She says. "I want to see mumma." She pouts. "I miss her so much and I haven't seen her in forever." She sighs dramatically. I smile at the hazel eyed girl. I could never really say no to her.

"Fine." I sigh out. She lets out a squeal. "But on one condition." I hold up one finger. She looks up at me carefully hanging on to every word. "You have to do what I say. So that means if I tell you to let's go, there will be no hesitation or stalling. Understand?" I say. She nods her head cutely her curls waving around her head. "Alright then," I kiss her head before standing up and bringing her with me. "Uh- get your bag and some overnight things." I say. Her eyes light up so I mention "just in case. It's not promised though." I said. She wraps her arms around my torso squeezing me. She tilts her head up and smiles at me. Her freckles danced on her cheeks.

"Thank you Harry." She says before heading to "her" room. I watch her walk out before glancing over at Zayn. He has a smile on his face as he was looking at me. He quickly looks down a blush blooming on his face. My stomach does a flip but I ignore it, telling myself it didn't mean anything. He always blushes.

"The way you are with her.." He trails shaking his head smiling. "It's uh.. It's admirable." He grins. "You'll be a proper dad one day." He says the blush still on his cheeks.

Yeah. I hope you could witness it first hand.

I smile at him. "Thanks" was all I said not knowing what I should say. So I change the subject. Clearing my throat. "You uh-you coming?" I ask scratching under my chin.

He looks up at me." No. I'll just uh- I'll stay here and let you guys catch up as a family." He says beginning to turn around.

"I don't mind if you come Zayn." I say.

In fact, I want you to.

"No it's okay. I don't want to invade your family time. I'll be here tonight or tomorrow, whenever you get back. I don't want to be a distraction." I step closer to him.

"You're not a distraction, Zee." I chuckle. "If anything you make being there a lot more bearable." I state truthfully as I ran a hand through his hair putting a strand back into place. His eyes locked with mine and I saw his pupils grow larger right in front of me. His bottom lip parts, puffs of air coming out.

He swallows hardly. "I-I should pa-pack a bag if I'm going." He stutters. Huh. That's odd. He's never done that before. I lick my lips as he takes a step back from me and turning around to head to his room.

Thoughts begin to consume my head. What would it be like to be Zayn's boyfriend. We looked like a perfect family today and it wasn't even purposely.

I want that. Someday. And I want that with Zayn. I mean just imagine. That beautiful boy being mine. Boy if I could have that with him, I'd be the happiest man alive. I mean, nothing could drag me down.

Am I even worthy of loving him? I'm not a terrible person, but I'm not particularly good either. Everyone has the faults. Well except for Zayn it seems.

It doesn't matter. I will make myself worthy of him. I'll be perfect for him. I can't hold this back any longer and I can't watch him get hurt by douchebags when I know I can be right for him. I will be a better person, for him, and for Nola, and for myself.

But someone like Zayn deserves everything. How do I even begin to give him everything. How do you give your world, the world.

I don't know but I will figure it out. I have to make Zayn Malik fall in love with me somehow.

A/n: not exactly what I was planning for this chapter but it kinda turned out this way.

Hope you enjoyed it.

Honestly little Zarry family is so cute.

So Harry finally realized that he can be good enough for Zayn. Because he was having doubts. Now he wants to "fix"himself up for Zayn. We'll see how this flies.

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