Save Me

Chapter Thirteen

"Alanna," he paused before walking over to me "I'm so sorry, you have no idea how sorry I am, I honestly thought you were into that kind of stuff, I thought you wanted it" he said as he reached for my hands.

I pulled away from him and built up the courage to actually speak, "are you being serious right now?!" I yelled. "You are a disgusting  human being and I hope I never see you again. You have ruined me and I hate you more than anyone in this world!" I yelled as my voice got louder and louder.

"Baby please I never meant to hurt you, please you have to forgive me." He pleaded.

"Get out." I said in a monotone voice as my eyes started to gloss over with tears.

"Babe plea-" I cut him off and started hitting his chest, "get out!" I yelled, the tears now streaming down my face.

He grabbed my wrists tightly and looked me in the eyes. His eyes weren't sympathetic anymore though, they were dark and filled with anger. "You ever hit me again and it will be the last thing you do" he spat at me.

Before he could do anything else Ashley walked into my house. "Get the fuck away from her," she stated as she sat her grocery bags down on the coffee table.

"We were just finishing up anyways," he said as he threw my wrists down and walked out of my house.

Ashley ran over and hugged me. "Are you okay? Did he hurt you?" She asked frantically.

I hugged her back with tears still flowing down my face. "I'm okay, he didn't really hurt me." "I will kill that boy I can't believe he did this to you." She said looking at me with some tears in her eyes.

"Thanks Ash, but you wouldn't survive in jail," I laughed as she wiped the tears from my face.

"Are you kidding me? I'd be the head bitch in charge!" We both laughed and walked to the couch, taking a seat and turning on the t.v.

"Can we watch something funny?" I asked Ashley as she was flipping threw Netflix. "Of course!" She replied. I grabbed the ice cream out of the grocery bag and she even brought spoons, I love this girl.

We decided to watch superbad which was Ashley's favourite movie for some reason. It's funny but there's definitely better movies than this.

We stuffed our faces with popcorn and ice cream during the duration of the movie.

By the time it ended it was almost 3pm and we had eaten all of the ice cream and almost all of the popcorn.

"I feel like a beached whale right now" Ashley said as she rubbed her stomach. "Tell me about it, I have a food baby. I'm gonna name him Gilbert!" I said giggling.

"At least you're still your same old self," she said smiling. "But on a serious note we need to do something about Cam." She said turning towards me.

Every time I hear his name or think about him my stomach turns upside down and I feel physically nauseous.

"I know, I'm just so... i don't know..." I said as I sighed. "I think I have an idea!" She said happily. "Shoot," "what if at lunch on Monday we go to cam in the cafeteria and you break up with him there in front of every one. That way he can't do anything because majority of the school will be there."

I thought about her idea for a bit and it could work. If there's hundreds of people there he can't do anything to me.

"I like that idea, as much as it scares the shit out of me to try and end things with him it could work," I said smiling.

"And don't worry, Allison and I will be there for backup and support!" She smiled genuinely. "Thank you for coming over today, you truly are a great best friend," I said reaching over and hugging her.