Meeting 5SOS

Chapter 3

After going back to my house and packing my clothes I quickly ran outside because I don't know of my dad would be back yet.

I hop in their tour bus and we start driving. I check my phone for notifications. First I go on facebook and one status catches my eye. It was from my ex he abused me and so I called it quits with him.

'Lisa is such a bitch. She's an ugly skank who thinks she can get anyone who she wants. But no she won't because no one likes a depressed fuck. She should already kill herself. No wonder why I broke up with her! 😂😂'

What really got me is that I broke up with him and he got 100 likes on that status.

I could feel tears building up in my eyes because I didn't get why everyone hates me. Maybe they're right. I should kill myself. Maybe I'm just an attention seeker. I didn't realise I had tears flowing down my face until ash comes next to me.

He ask. "Hey Lisa. What's wrong?"

I showed him the status. I could see by the look on his face that he was disgusted. He gave me a tight squeeze and I cried into his chest.

He whispers. "Sh..shh Lisa it's flung to be ok. Don't listen to those people ok? They're just jealous of you!"

I shake my head denying everything he said. How could they be jealous of me? I don't have anything good in my life.

He says to me. "Hey look at me Lisa. Look at me."

I start to cry heavily and shake my head refusing to look at his beautiful eyes.

He lifts my chin up and holds my face. He whispers. "Lisa. It's ok. I've got you. Please believe me that you are worth it and if you ever kill yourself I would be able to live with myself. There's so many people that care about you ok?"

I shake my head and reply. "No. No I don't believe you. Not one person has ever told me that they care about me. That I'm worth it. Maybe they're right and I should kill myself!"

I can see in Ashton's eyes the hurt and the sympathy he has for me. There's no reason for him to care though. "I'm going to be by your side every step of the way. Just stay strong Lisa. I've got you." He reassures, hugging me tighter.

I hug him back as he starts to wipe my tears away. I manage to choke out. "Thanks ash. It really means a lot."

He flashes his white teeth at me and replies. "No problem."

I say back. "Hey is it ok if I go to sleep?"

"Sure! You can lean on me if you want!"

I give him a smile and lay my head on his lap. Soon enough I fell asleep and for the first time I actually felt secure and safe before going to sleep.

"How did you find me?" I asked dad.

He chuckles before replying. "You think you can get away from me!? Well you thought wrong!"

A single tear escapes from my eye. He slaps me across the face. Shouting at me. Everything's all a blur. I can't see properly mainly because my left eye is bruised and closed. I hide behind my shaking hands begging to stop. But he won't.

I don't even know how he found me. I was snapped right out of my daze when I saw him pull out a knife.

I shook my head saying. "No. NOOOOOO!"

"Lisa wake up! Wake up!" I hear someone yell. I look up to see a worrying Ashton. I start to breathe heavily and cry my eyes out.

I grab into his shirt and sob. "It was so real. I don't want them to get me!"

He rocks me back and fourth like a baby. Soon my sobs turn into soft whimpers as ash is still trying to calm me down. He doesn't say a word. He just lets me cry into his chest sole mind his black tank top which shows off his toned abs and smooth arms perfectly. It's like a dream come true. He doesn't ask me what's going on. It's like he knows that if he asks, it will set me off like fireworks. I feel sparks everytime we touch.

Everytime his pure green eyes look right into my plain brown eye. The way his hair falls over his face when he's wearing a bandana just makes him more dreamy. His laugh can solve a million things. Everything about him is perfect. I think I'm in love with Ashton irwin...