GOT7&BTS Imagines~

JHope~BTS

Hoseok; pregnancy news

You look at the object staring right in front of you. Your eyes widened as the plus sign appears, telling you for the fourth time that yes, you are pregnant. You sit on the toilet grabbing it with your hands.
(your pov) How was I gonna tell hobi? How?! I can't help but start to cry. He is at the top of his career and now i was gonna make him drop everything for a baby. But at the same time i feel kind of happy, i'll have a baby with him, i know he wants kids, but... would he want one now? Ah too late for that i already have his kid inside me. A sudden knock on the door wakes me up from my thoughts. "Babe whats taking so long?" hoseok asks. "Oh yeah well i was just ahhh looking for something and pooping" "oh well okay" he says. I snap back to reality and stand up quickly throwing everything to the little garbage can in the bathroom. Opening the door you see your boyfriend walking in the hallway of your apartment that you two shared. "I made you dinner, i'll eat with you and then i have to go with the boys to a reunion we have for our album with our manager" he walks over to the kitchen serving me food and placing it on the little dinning table. Sitting beside me he says, "Are you okay?" "yeah i'm fine... why?" I grab the chopsticks and start to eat not really having much appetite. "You seem quiet... too quiet" he starts to eat to, talking with a worried tone. I know he knows somethings wrong, obviously not what, but he does know i'm acting weird. Even if i try to hide it he'll notice. He always notices. I swear if he had a superpower it would be to read minds or something. "The foods really good... thank you" i smile, trying to change the subject but hoseok catches up. "Baby, please, is there really nothing going on?" he grabs my hand, i look at his hand then back at him, placing my other free hand in his. "Hoseok, i'm fine okay, no need to worry" i try to say calmly while giving him a warm smile. "Okay, fine by me" he smiles back and keeps eating.

It's been a month, and because i'm skinny, the belly surprisingly is showing, not to much to notice, but people could say i gained a little bit of weight if they looked at it. The only one that knows beside my mom is Yoongi. I had to tell him, I practically cried my eyes out while telling him, he understood, and he told me to wait a bit too, but he said to tell him before it starts showing. And i will, i think i'll do it today. I'm so scared, and if it where for me i would disappear and raise our little baby on my own, but that wouldn't be fair for him or the baby. I want him to continue his career, i want him to keep doing what he loves. But i dont want to loose the only piece of life i have left.

"Hobi..." i start to speak up, sitting next to him on the sofa, he's too busy watching some tv, but when he hears me he turns the tv of and looks at me. "Yeah?" I don't know what to say, and i dont know how everything will sound. I wish this was one of those exciting pregnancy news where you plan everything out and tell your boyfriend and he cries of joy, but i dont think this is the case. "Well, i need to talk to you, this is really umm important" you can hear the nervousness in my voice. He frowns looking at me with a more serious expression. "Well what is it, is everything alright?" "Do... do you, well, how can i say this, how would you feel, i mean, this is harder than I thought" I sigh in frustration. what am I supposed to say. "You're not breaking up with me right?!" he nervously laughs. "No no nonoo! thats not it" i wave my hands as a no and he calms down. "I got scared for a second haha" yeah we'll you'll get even more scared now buddy. "Hoseok... i'm..." how are the words coming out. I snap back to reality again, but i start overthinking, getting frustrated and my eyes get watery. This is seriously happening. I can't help but look at him, his worried expression once more on his face. "You're gonna be a dad" i finally say. A tear falls down my cheek and i can't help but give him a weak smile. But he doesn't do the same, he just sits there in disbelief. I don't blame him, i think i just crushed his life, his dreams, his career. "A... dad?" he whispers. And i nod, cleaning some of my tears. "I'm sorry" i say, too low for him to hear, but he does anyways. "No no this is... great, i mean i've always wanted kids, and you shouldn't be sorry!" he starts saying, excitement coming to his voice. He stands up walking in circles thinking about what i just told him. But he doesn't realize still what i've done to him. I just sit there overthinking the situation. "Aren't you happy?" he kneels down in front of me, holding my hands. "why are you crying?" he cleans my tears away. "How are we gonna do this, i dont want to ruin your career hoseok!" you look down, tears forming again. "hey hey listen don't cry" he cleans my tears again, and tries to make me feel better "you won't ruin my career, i'll just take some time off, they'll understand, plus i'm pretty old enough for them to give me a little vacation, and i need it, i'll never stop doing what i love, never. But family comes first. You and the baby comes first. And i have to take this responsibility, i'll make sure i'll give that little guy everything he needs, i'll make you and him, or her, super happy, i'll be the best father i can be okay? Plus, the boys will be happy to have a little baby running and dancing around the practice room, now you'll have plenty of babysitters!" he cheers me up, every single word, i know he means everything. My worries go away for now cause i know that we can do this. "Look at me, we can do this" he looks at me in the eyes and i smile. His smile can't be as bright as it is now. He looks truly happy, he has always wanted to be a father so he must be blowing up with excitement. "Our baby will have 6 uncles... this apartment will be a mess" i laugh, feeling way better now. "Thats the smile i wanted to see" he lightly pinches my cheek. "You hear that little peanut! mommy and daddy will make sure you have all the love in the world, we will make you really happy okay, we love you" he talks to your belly as if the baby could already hear him, he looks so cute doing that. I can't wait to see him when the baby comes. "We should start thinking about baby names, oh and we should get a bigger place cause this one doesn't have a room for the baby. I'll call a friend of mine so he can give me the number of the class for pregnant couples, we really need to take that. Also we need to buy pampers from now, we'll need lots of those, like lots" he talks fast and starts checking his phone for his contacts, you can't help but laugh at how silly and excited he looks. This will be a long 9 months...