Bag Lady:(Book One)

Bag 5--Her Dad

"Come on hurry up and get dress Desi" I said as I put her shoes in the closet.

"Mommy?"

"Yes baby?"

"Is my daddy coming back?"

I slowly turned around and looked at her.

"No baby, that's not your daddy"

"How come? He said he was"

"Well he is your daddy, b-but were not going to allow him into your life, cause he's a bad person baby."

"How is he bad?"

All these damn questions

"He did bad things to me"

"What kind of bad things?"

"He hurt me, he raped me and he hit me, don't you see my face?"

"What does rape mean?"

I sat next to her and rubbed her hair.

"Rape is when someone touches your private area. "

"You touched my private area when I was like 5, all the time"

"Yeah baby, but only to clean it. Cause that's what mommies do." I smiled

"But when ever someone else other than me or you touches that, it's a promblem. So that guy can't be your daddy cause he touches girls private areas."

"Do you think he loves me?"

"I don't really know, but he's not a good daddy okay?"

"Okay" she smiled and for a slight second I seen Kada inside of her.

Wow she looks like her, my nerves started to boil.

I wish I never met that hoe and her dumb ass brother. I wish that night never happened, but if it didn't I wouldn't have my baby girl, and that's the only blessing I have.

.....

"Okay class, this session is over. Have a wonderful spring break" I heard Mr. Robichuad say, I entered class as soon as it was over, I had to buy a new phone.

"Hello Mr . Robichuad" I smiled.

"Where have you been?! Class is over"

"I know, I know, today is a hected day. But this is for you" I put a box of Krispy Kreme's on his desk and a hot coffee.

"Your such a teachers pet" he chuckled.

"Anything for my favorite teacher, well I wanted to make up for being absent. I have to go"

"Have a great spring break Janessa, thanks for the donuts"

"You too and no promblem" I walked out and bumped into someone again.

My clumsy ass. But this time when I looked up it was Professor Andrew Ericson.

"It seems like we're always playing bumper carts"

I laughed and gave him a bright smile "I'm sorry"

"You look wonderful today Janessa"

"Aww you remembered my name, thankyou, so do you"

"Oh well I try" he smirked

"I was gonna go downstairs to the subway and get a bite to eat, would you like to join me?"

"Ya know? I'll take your offer."

......

We sat down at a table, while laughing and talking, he is such a cool guy.