Bag Lady:(Book One)

Bag 28-- When Does It Stop?

"So where she at?"

I turned in looked at him and he had crunches, I busted out laughing.

"Boy if you won't get yo disabled ass out my face!"

"Where the fuck yo sister at?!"

"I don't know but I would like to know why you leave yo wheelchair at home, you gotta be paralyzed mane!"

"Bitch imma shoot you im not playin!"

I slapped the gun out his hand and it fell to the ground.

"Now pick it up!" I howled and walk out of the club

I know I'm petty but that shit made me feel so good.

........

I laid on the cold bed and spreaded my legs really wide, I was so afraid, I never got this done before. I closed my eyes and asked God for forgivness.

"Are you ready Ms.Jones" the abortion doctor asked as she put white gloves on her hands.

"y-y-yeah I'm-- I'm ready"

"I need you to be real still, okay baby girl?"

"Alright I'll be still"

She insert the cold curette, and I felt some pain.

"Ohhh" I weeped.

"It's okay my love hang i there, well be done in about 20 minutes."

........

"Well your free to go Ms.Jones, here's you prescription for antibiotics and after your done bleeding get on birth control for your anemia"

"Okay thankyou"

I got in my car and cried, I didn't want to do it, but I refuse to have another baby by a rapist, Andrew is going to mad but this is not about him. I wiped my tears away and started the engine.

.......

"Nye I feel horrible" I cried and Naomi held me.

"Girl it's gonna be alright"

"I had to do it, like-- I ain't want to have no more babies by him."

"I understand, you know im a 100% againts abortions but sometimes I guess you gotta listen to your gut"

"My gut told me not to do it, but I walked in that clinic anyway. Naomi what do I do, I don't know if I should leave Andrew or stay. I know I sound dumb, but I love him!"

"I'm your friend and if a nigga raped me I don't care if it was on accident, I can't be with him! So leave him."

"What if I don't find nobody as sweet as him"

"Girl it's more fish in the ocean but this time get you a shark" she laughed.

"Your right, what about him and Desireè"

"Girl cut it off all together, you then fucked the whole family...just let it go"

"Your right, Imma find Jaz and then I'm moving to Florida soon"

"Good for you! You make sure you do that"

"I quit the club today, so I can't pay my bills"

"Come stay with me I got yall" she smiled.

Jazilyn POV

I laid in the bed and watched television, Journie was in her swing sleeping. It's been 2 weeks and I've been at this hotel, just saving up money to go back to Florida, I don't really have enough.

Someone knocked on the door, I got up and opened it, Dalontè and a group of man barged. He was being pushed in his wheelchair

"Dalontè how did you know I was here?!" I screamed

His friend helped him out of the wheelchair and he choked me.

"Now listen to me bitch, you gon pack up all yo damn shit and you gon come home!"

"No!" I cried

"You ain't comin home baby?"

"No! I'm done with you!"

"Okay, get the baby" he instructed one of the guys, and one of them wrapped held my arms behind my back.

They picked up Jounrie and handed her to him. Then he held her upside down by her foot and pulled out a knife.

"STOP IT DALONTE, LET HER GO!" I cried

She hollered and he shook her.

"LET MY BABY GO, BEFORE YOU KILL HER! STOP TAE! STOP!"

He then pulled out a knife and placed it on foot.

"Imma cut her foot off" he said calmly and chuckled.

"YOU GON' DO THAT TO YOUR OWN DAUGHTER?! YOU ARE SO CRAZY, LET HER GO"I tried to get out of the man's grip but he was too strong.

"You gon come back home Jaz"

"YOUR ABOUT TO KILL MY BABY, LET HER THE FUCK GO!" I screamed

"Are you comin home bitch? Huh? Are you comin home hoe!"

"YES! YES! I'M COMIN HOME! JUST GIVE ME MY BABY!" I begged.

He held her tight and the men let me go, I snatched her out of his arm and looked at her face and I kissed her and held her tight to my chest.

"I'm sorry?" I whispered to her as she cried "Mommy is so sorry baby" I whined.

"Hurry up and get yo shit bitch so we can go! Come bring my daughter, while you pack yo shit"

"No" I shook my head

"No? Then imma shoot her ass" he aimed the gun at her.

"No Lontè" I whined

One of the men snatched her from me and gave her to him.

"Now hurry up bitch!"

........

I laid Journie in her bassinet, Dalontè was in the living room with his friends.

"Hurry up Jaz!"

I walked in the room with them, and leaned on the wall. They all stared at me and had devious smirks on thier faces.

"I decided to let them get piece of my pussy" Dalontè said.

"You gon let--- you bouta let them rape me?!"

"Yes ma'am" he smirked.

I started crying hysterically.

"Aww you remind me of yo sister"Kada said as she walked into the living room

"I wish I can join you this time but I gotta date" she grabbed her Gucci purse and walked out the door.

........

After an hour of getting raped, Dalonte let his friends beat me since he couldn't do it himself.

"You such a dumb bitch" he laughed

"Ahhhhhhh! tell them to stop" I screamed

"Say mercy" he said childishly.

"Mercy! TELL THEM TO STOP, PLEASE!!"

"Say I'm the hoe and you the daddy"

"IM THE HOE AND YOU THE DADDY! JUST MAKE THEM STOP!"

"Alright yall stop, bring her here"

One of them picked me up and I screamed because my body was aching, they sat me on his lap, and he wiped my bloody nose with a kleenex.

"So you learned your lesson right" he said as he played with my cilt.

I nodded my head yes and weeped.

"Good girl"